Oh not being rejected is so alien to me
I am not used to these new feelings that overwhelm me.
Not to be rejected fills me with so much
self worth and joy it fills me with so much confidence and joy that I need it keeps me carrying on and on that I feel so happy:).
To think that people really do care and
believe in me words cannot describe adequately the new me you see before you.
It makes me feel so happy and bright that
I feel like I shine like a starlight. I am happier than I have ever felt before because before I always just felt so hurt
and torn.
I keep thinking Oh my is this all just
some dream that I keep pinching myself to make sure it is very real.
I am not used to feeling like this the
new happier me! because all I had ever known before was constantly being rejected and very unloved for years and more feeling
so miserable inside desperately crying please just love me.
It is amazing that when you are not being
rejected anymore how it literally makes my confidence and self worth soar and soar.
I am liking the feeling it gives me more
and more:) as I can't believe the feelings inside of a much happier me and the feelings I have of being so free instead
of hiding the real me as I always did before.