Two little girls so frightened, bewildered, and oh so scared all alone and no one even cared. Two little girls taken from their home. Two little girls so bewildered and so scared, did any one even care?.

Two little girls feeling so helpless and all alone crying PLEASE just let us go back home were we were loved and leave us alone. Two little girls screaming with so much fear wishing the nuns would not come anywhere near.

One little girl feeling so full of GUILT because she could not help protect me in my plight when the nuns came and beat me and I was so full of fright. When I was constantly abused and used the older girl just felt totally helpless and utterly confused.

She even recalls today the GUILT about not being able to help me in any way. She was so very sad that the nuns were so bad.

But what could she do?

when the nuns beat me Black and Blue and I was oh so sore. I tell her not to feel the GUILT sure she was only a child herself what could she do to save me from those nuns she would have been beaten too if she had of helped and been caught. She could not help me in any way even if she did find a way because she would have been beaten too. I only wish I knew how to repay you my darling sister Anne for looking out for me in there where I only learned such fear and brutality I was oh so scared because you cared about me so often sticking up for me. I only wish I knew the words for you and maybe it could heal you, too forget how rough my life was with those damn nuns. With All Of My Love, Hugs and Loads of Kisses to you Anne for caring about me when I was so young. Lots of my love to you

(((((((ANNE))))))))

Just for you...

the biggest hug I could find just for you as you are one very special big sister and I LOVE YOU LOTS & LOTS...

Take Care Anne Always with loads of my love to you your little sister

MARIA  

XXX