I stand all alone on a cold lonely bitter night. I wet myself with all of my fright. I stand all alone with a soiled sheet on to hide my embarrassment, shame and fright.

I cry so quietly because I know what the nuns will do If they hear my tears no not so few. The nuns they are vindictive and cruel.
Why are they so sadistic?.

OH! how I wish I was somewhere else with someone else to view
just what they are doing to me it is like an never ending hell. I feel so embarrassed for what I have done but just wait untill I see the nuns I feel I just want to run and run.

The hours they do drag on and on
but I have to wait until I am told to go on. I wait for the beatings to start I try to hide but there is no time before they come at me to beat me again and again.

I am crying so loudly and in a lot of pain OH! how I wish they would just leave me alone once again but what do they care they have no heart? I am feeling very tired now I just want to go to bed now but I can't until the nun tells me I can I fall asleep standing on my feet I am just so tired I need my bed to be able eventually to have some sleep.

What a dreary world for now I plead and I shout please leave me be but still they continue to come after me and beat me. If GOD was up there he would have protected me OH! what hurt they do inflict when they weild those great big awful sticks can't they see the pain I am in?

PLEASE GOD HELP ME TO PROTECT & KEEP MY SANITY.

No wonder us kids go wild when we are free It is because of all that was so vile in these Nazareth House Convents...

Pray tell me what did I ever do that was so wrong????