OH how my heart just aches with constant pain. I just feel like opening it up to let my scream's out to release my pain.

After all these years you would think the pain would subside but I just constantly hurt so much deep inside. Will I ever be free like a bird that just flies so free.

I wish I knew the answer will it ever be for me. I just have such bitter deep memories of Nazareth House and what my life was like as a child and all the fear I did have for you nuns deep inside.

I was constantly told I had no good inside of me that I would never acheive for me why? Don't you nun's just see all the harm you did do to me you gave me such feelings of low self esteem no self worth it is so difficult to beleive in me for me that I am worthy enough to reach my dream's and constantly I strive to acheive my dream's for me to prove just how wrong you were about me.

I am full of love and care inside of me why? did you never see that it was all there inside of me?. Day after day the word's I alway's  constantly heard was how bad I was, that no one did love me and I was a mere child that I beleived it all what you did say to me Oh! what torture & agony your words did have on me, Oh how they also deeply affected me!!!!

JUST WHY DID YOU TREAT ME LIKE THIS? WHY? OH WHY?