Meal times for me were always full of such apathy Meal times for me always filled me with so much dread. Meal times for me were always a constant nightmare full of  dread and feeling really scared .

Meal times for me were always full of such bitter memories. Meal times for me were mostly always being  force fed . Meal times for me were sometimes being sick especially when I was  force fed.

Meal times for me I remember the food  was so disgusting & revolting, insulting to be given any of this revolting  food  it was so YUK. Meal times for me the nuns were always there ready to pounce on an unsuspecting child who did dare to refuse to eat what was on that plate that we should dare to refuse well fancy that.

Meal times for me was constantly trying to hide my food it was so awful when I  looked at what was there in front of me. I was sick when the nuns forced it down me what I had to eat and what did go down filling me with repulsion and fear.

Meal times for me was full of wishing that I was never there and wishing I was never here... Meal times to me was if I was sick and did not eat what was there on my plate when I came down in the morning  for breakfast I was again  forced to eat what was on that plate making me so sick and  being battered with big stick's and canes with humiliation for all to see instead.

Oh! what a cruel world living in this place was  for me full of such misery and pain would my life ever become brighter for me I wondered instead...