Blame blame it fills me with so much shame. Blame blame when I was abused it left me feeling so much hurt and humiliation with the awful feeling of always being totally used.

Blame blame it brought my tears all tumbling down it only left me with an awful sad frown :-(. Blame blame WHY? did I feel all of this blame oh! how I just felt so ashamed.

Blame blame what had I done so wrong? feeling I was to blame with the actions that you the nuns did use. Blame blame it left me feeling utter despair in the depths of despair so deep it always haunted me in my sleep.

Blame blame WHY? was I made to feel all of this ghastly shame? in turn I felt I was to blame. I had done nothing that was wrong so why did you make me feel I was to blame?

All this blame and shame left me feeling oh! so worthless which in turn left me with no self respect or self worth

JUST WHY??...DID YOU GIVE ALL THIS ABUSE  TO ME??? Please God JUST PLEASE HELP ME I WOULD SAY OVER AND OVER IN MY MIND!!! DO YOU SEE MY HURT???DO YOU SEE MY PAIN??? AS I RELIVE MY HORRIBLE MEMORIES SPENT WITH YOU WHEN I WAS IN NAZARETH HOUSE AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!

WHY DID YOU FEEL THE NEED TO HURT ME LIKE THIS JUST WHY???