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*I HURT SO MUCH*

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MY BIRTHDAY DEDICATION FOR MY DAD D.O.B. SEP 1903-1971
*STICKS & CANES*
*OH! CATHOLIC CHURCH VERSION 2*
MY AWARDS PAGE ONE

When I was beaten with your big sticks and canes you certainly knew where to place your aim.

You never aimed where
the marks would show Oh but how my tears just constantly flowed
and flowed.

I lost count of the many beatings I did endure at
your cruel hands but they really hurt me of that you can be absolutely
sure.

What had I ever done to deserve your wrath only
to answer you back you left my world so cold lonely
and stark also just so very black and  dark.

I was an innocent child who was put into your
"care" now there is a joke what is that "care" by God I was constantly
wishing I was not there.

And it certainly wasn't
through any fault of my own Why? was no love ever shown? 
so much it left me all cold and so forlorn.

Why? did you feel the need you had to abuse me? that I just constantly HURT!

All I ever needed was a
loving touch a gentle guiding hand and a caring
touch I just constantly hurt and hurt so much.

My humiliation constantly
caused me great pain & hurt I just felt so bare and so alone and very
scared.

I kept wishing for a brighter
place for me to bring the sunshine to me where I didn't feel all of this bloody humility you did to ME where none of this sadistic abuse would keep on
happening to me.

Oh how my many dreams were shattered to smithereans and my
bubble just burst but of course none of it did seem to matter to
you WHY?.

My thoughts during my
days spent with you were so full of living and longing for a normal family where love would always be shown
and NOT ABUSE through no fault of my own...

JUST WHY? DID YOU HURT

ME SO MUCH?

JUST TELL ME WHY?...


 







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