AN OPEN LETTER TO MY MUM WITH ALL OF MY LOVE AND HUGS FOR YOU XXX.

AN OPEN LETTER TO MY MUM WITH ALL OF MY LOVE AND HUGS FOR YOU.
MUM IN CASE YOU SHOULD EVER COME ACROSS MY WEBSITE THIS IS FOR YOU:AND I DO HOPE THAT YOU WILL BE PROUD OF ME....
WITH ALL OF MY LOVE YOUR DARLING YOUNGER DAUGHTER
Maria
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My Dearest Mum, I just want you to know that I have always loved you even though I do not remember anything about you...

If you should ever come accross my website I just want you to know that I do not blame you for what ever happened in our lives to take you away from me but I have and have always had this deep need and longing in me just to meet you and I really do know that you must have had your own reasons I don't doubt for not trying to contact myself and Anne and I do not hold that against you and I want you to believe me.

I want you to understand but I only wish you were by my side when I was small to take my hand and guide me through life and keep me on the right track with your advice. I dearly hope that one day we will meet up and hug each other tight which is what I have always missed in my life and to have you there by my side would give me great delight...

Oh Mum what a life I have had growing up at Nazareth House homes so so hard for me full of nothing but abuse emotionally, physically and mentally by those Catholic Nuns oh how they have affected my life with their cruel words and actions to me but I tried ever so hard to not let it beat me...

Mum they even told me that you and Dad did not love me and that was why I was in there but I never believed them although at times in my days of despair I did question why you were not there but I did keep my resolve and never lost my love for you and I just hope that one day we will meet up and even though those nuns words were so so cruel to me and cut me right through I am ever optimistic that one day we will share our love that I know I have always had there and hug and kiss and make up...

This is one of my dreams that I hope will become real as it is a deep desire and longing that I have always had and I do know that time is not on your side and hope that does not sound unkind as I do not mean it too...

I LOVE YOU MUM AND I DO HOPE THAT YOU HAVE A CHANCE TO READ THIS SO THAT YOU WILL KNOW HOW I DO FEEL ABOUT US...

I LOVE YOU MUM AND I ALWAYS WILL FOREVER AND EVER.

TAKE CARE MY DARLING MUM WHEREVER YOU ARE WITH LOADS OF LOVE, HUGS AND KISSES FROM YOUR DARLING DAUGHTER MARIA