When I look back on my life with you bitter memories of you I do ensue You were so brutal you were so cruel constant beating's you did do trying hard to change who was me just because I had some spirit in me.

Oh how you did leave your mark on me Why? were you like this with me? and me a mere innocent child when I grew up in your supposed "care" I was only looking for love and some affection there just wishing that you did love & care.

Nothing I ever did was right Oh how you nuns filled me with the utmost fright if I ever questioned what you were doing to me I was told How DARE I did I not know I was speaking to a nun.

When you beat me with those big huge sticks and canes you left me feeling pretty sick and full of so much pain I was full of so many tears over many many long and tortures years.

I was so full of agony and much pain constantly thinking how can I STOP this abuse from continuing to happen and hurt me again and again.

No one did ever come near just to show me some love & comfort for my tears and pain WHY? was no one there?

WHY?. WHY? WHY?

did no one ever see or want to hear?. WHY? was my tears always in vain? and me feeling all of this awful humiliation & pain? was somehow my fault WHY?

Two character's is what you were like Jekyll and Hyde you appeared to me, that is just what you were like all sweetness and light you were to the people visiting from outside but to me and the other little girl's sadistic brutality is all we were ever shown.

Behind those huge high big gates & walls and doors not one bit of mercy was ever shown to us the innocent children I often wondered at times how on earth I could ever go on with my life with all the brutality that was shown to me.

Did you not realise the damage you were doing and had done?. what on earth had I ever done?. what did I ever do to deserve this brutality from you nuns?.

Oh how much cruelty you showed to me and all the other little innocent girl's WHY on earth us?. Oh how cruel you were to us just

WHY?.

Did I ever deserve any of that?.

WELL DID I?...

I NEVER DID DESERVE

ANY OF THAT...

NOTHING I DID EVER

DO JUSTIFIES YOU

BEATING ME THROUGH

AND THROUGH

&

LEAVING ME BLACK & BLUE

JUST WHY DID YOU?!!!!!