My dad was such a wonderful man so gentle and kind that I felt I could
never reveal what was really going on in my mind and my life and my soul with
all the cruel action's that I endured in Nazareth House...
My dad when I looked
in his eyes it revealed just how sad he was feeling inside....
My
dad thought because he was told we would have a better life in those cruel homes oh! how
I wish if only Dad :-( I had of had the courage to have told you just what
was being done but no way could I bear the hurt that would have caused you if I had of told
you all...
My dad was so full
of guilt because we could not be by his side right at home with him where we really belonged
but my gentle dad thought he was doing the best for us and that we would be brought up right
because that is the lie he was told oh! dad if only...
I could never find
the courage to say to him what exactly went on because visiting time just flew on by
ever so quickly and many a time in my mind I thought that maybe I might but the fear and
not wanting to hurt you anymore Dad took a hold..
My dad when I looked
into his eyes they were so sad and I am sure he hurt real bad inside because
he really wanted us at home
with him....
My darling dad who has now died I do not know if you could have helped
me even if I had of found the courage and tried to tell you what was going on OH! dad if
only but I do know deep within my heart I just could not bear to have hurt
you....
MAY THE ANGELS TAKE
GOOD CARE OF YOU FOR ME
WITH ALL OF MY NEVER
ENDING LOVE TO YOU MY DARLING DAD!!!
RIP I MISS YOU OH SO MUCH 1903-1971
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