Mummy Mummy Dear Oh! How I wish you were near when I was in so much fear and the feelings of being oh so scared.

I was so  full of all these  tears that always came tumbling out of me.

Mummy Mummy Dear  Oh! how I

often wished  you could see me now I just hope that you would fell and be so very proud of me.

Mummy Mummy Dear Oh! how I

often wished  you had not forgotten me and Anne and come back for us I was only very small  and only me what had I done to

be left all alone with those godforsaken wretched damn nuns?.

Mummy Mummy Dear Oh!  how

I wished you had come back for me and you would have seen what was being done to me. I am sure you would not have let it  happen again and again I was always full of so much pain my heart was  always breaking in two just thinking of you.

What made you leave me this way? what was so bad that you could  not stay? I need some  answers to know what went on and you were gone. I don't remember you. But I do know I would have loved you had I been given the chance to get to know you.

I am sure I would have been good for you had you stayed and never gone away.

Mummy Mummy Dear Oh! how I wish you had of loved me and hugged me tight and kissed me and  just held me close because you would have meant the world to me giving me guidance and reality in my life instead of strife.

Mummy Mummy Dear Oh! how I wish you had been there to comfort me and wipe away my many tears and loved me to free me from my everlasting pain and sorrow also the torment and so  much fear Oh! Mum how I would have loved you near to take away all my fears and torment and the pain and all of my hurt and feeling oh so sore.

Mummy Mummy Dear Oh!  how I

yearned for your touch to hold me close it would have meant the most to me just to have you close to me and feel your loving tender touch it would have meant to me oh so much.

What had I done that you ran and ran from me?. I only wish you had of been there for me to soothe the fear that was always being beaten into me from those nuns.

I just wish I knew what had I done to deserve those wicked and evil cruel nuns.

Mummy Mummy Dear Oh! how I wanted you so badly  and yearned for you so much I always longed for  your loving tender touch.

Mummy Mummy Dear Oh! how I wished you were there to wipe away my tears that were always there they would have filled a river wide they were like a  tornado always bursting out of me because I was always being beaten  black and blue.

Mummy Mummy Dear Oh! how I

wanted you so much just to feel your loving touch and to have your love and just to talk to you about  growing up and stuff and  what life was like for me in there with no one to care about  me or look out for me.

My big sister Anne tried so hard to look out for me but it was very hard for her to do because she  if caught would have been beaten too.

Mummy Mummy Dear Oh!  how I wished you could have come and taken away my many fears beaten into me over so many many years.

 Just to give me a great big hug and some comforting words to soothe my endless pain I would have treasured that it would have meant  so much.

Mummy Mummy Dear Oh! how I want you to know I would have loved you with all of my heart  and all I have got so much you would have  loved that. Oh!!

Mum how I always dreamt you would get in touch and  let me know you did love me very very much and just to wrap your arms around me would have meant so so much.

With all of my love to you Mum hugs, love and kisses just for you to cherish...
your darling younger daughter
Maria

xxx

I LOVE YOU MUM ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS WILL FOREVER AND EVER