If I was to set my feeling's all out on the table for you all to see how many people would really want to know? or would they indeed just turn around and walk back out closing the door not wanting to know?.

Abuse is never an easy subject to talk about what I endured along with countless other children over many years in Nazareth House Homes you would find hard to beleive that this was nuns who did all of this to me.

I often ask myself over and over again is the world really interested or even care? about the abuse issues that still scare and haunt my mind and I have many scars deep inside?.

But talk I must and speak up I need to do to make you all understand what each of us as little children did go through while still a child in Nazareth House Homes around the world.

Each of us carry the many scars
that are very deep within we try and let our little child come out but the pain is so hard to bear we push her/him away back inside. It makes us so very scared to confront those feelings we do have of our inner little child so frightened so scared and alone I still cannot handle the feeling's that are very deep inside.

I want to desperately move on with my life for some healing to commence for me and a sense of closure for me but I do know that deep down inside myself my healing will not begin to start until I hear a personal and public apology to me for the abuse that was done when I was Oh! so very young.

I need this acknowledgement from all of you from Nazareth House and the Catholic Church just show us all some mercy and compassion to say

Yes This All Did Happen To All of You and we from Nazareth House are SO VERY SORRY it may just release us from our torment and pain and let us heal from our torment and sorrow perhaps brightening up some of our tomorrows!!!!