Mum when you went away from me look
what they did to me Mum they dumped me in a home where no love was ever
shown I only wished you were there to hold me close I am sure your love
would have been
shown for me.
Mum every one forgot I was there not one person even cared
what went on in that horrible home Oh! how I felt so all alone and really
scared I truly missed
you so very much.
Mum I missed you there because when I fell down I knew
I had better not make a sound but just looked up without a
sound because you see that is what I had to do that
is what was expected from me.
Mum oh! how I wished you were there to comfort
me with your arms all around me wiping my tears from my
eyes I just longed for and yearned so much for you there beside me oh!
how my heart broke in two without you there to care
for me I really yearned for you so so much I just wanted
to you there to comfort my many tears and hold me in your arms so tight
to take away my fears and fright to comfort me in a big way
that would have meant so much to me I have this deep
longing inside of me to just meet you and hopefully we can re-unite and maybe bring
a smile :) to the both of us an ever ending longing within me I do hope one day my
dream and ambition will come true and hopefully you will feel the same as I do you
have never been forgotten deep within my heart and I hope that is the
same for you that you have never forgotten me or Anne your daughters.
I am sure it would
make us both smile:) just to be together again...
Mum Oh! how I needed you there to help me heal and
soothe away my pain longing for it to never ever happen any more again.
Mum I know you would not have let it happen to me again and again.
Mum Oh! how much
I missed your love oh! how I longed for your touch and a big big hug.
Oh how I always
prayed to god up above but never were my prayers answered for me.
Mum I was innocent
and nice I was only a mere child I did not know what I had done but they
kept telling me I was so bad I just did not want to be left with those God
damn nuns they were so
cruel to me.
Mum how I prayed you would come back for me why did you leave &
forget me?
I am not blaming you
I just wonder what happened that I never ever saw you again.
Mum was it something I had done to be dumped with
those cruel,
evil, & sadistic nuns.
Mum no one ever cared I was Oh! so so scared oh how I longed for you to be there.
The
nuns they were wicked and bad always making me so very sad.
Mum I wish I could have known you
I know I would have loved you heaps don't you see I would have been ever so good for you.
I wonder if you will
ever be in touch, I just long for your loving touch. I just want you to
know I love you Oh! so so
much.
Mum I could have shown you all the love inside of me and given it to
you don't you see
oh! so much.
A dedication for you my Mum
with loads of all of my love
and big big big
HUGS JUST FOR
YOU MUM FROM ME TO YOU
STRAIGHT FROM MY HEART
JUST FOR YOU MUM!
from
your ever loving darling younger
daughter
~Maria~
with loads of
my love & so many HUGS
x
