Sometimes I wish I could run away and hide, to deal with my problems and strife out of sight out of everyones viewout of everyone's mind.

Sometimes I really wish I just did not feel like this it makes me feel so sad and ever so blue what I wonder can I ever do to help me feel right?

I just wish I could STOP feeling like this. What on earth can I do to help me feel " normal" like you do just what?.

Sometimes I wish at times I could relate how I really do feel so down and so blue I wish I could be renewed but what on earth can I do? to STOP me feeling so blue, is this "normal" behaviour I ask of you?.

I know there are lots of people out there who have had a far harsher deal in life than I ever had in these Nazareth House homes, but it sometimes still does not make me feel any better inside because sometimes I do feel just like I am  on my own, continuing the fight FOR JUSTICE FOR OUR WORTHY CAUSE.
I know this is not true but when I am feeling so blueand like this I just feel in utter despair I just wish I knew what I had to do to STOP feeling like I do inside just to lift me from this terrible gloom I do wish I could lift it soon, and bring the sunshine back again. I do not like feeling like this all torn and full of so much strife my tears dropping from my eyes  to the floor along with my many sighs. I just wonder how I can ever feel  "normal" with so many bitter memories of my childhood.

This is all the damage that you  Nazareth House nuns have caused me in my life WHY? don't you just listen?
Just why?.

I question myself all the time was I really that bad like you told me I was?
I must have been I think at times for you sadistic nuns to have done what you did to me but what did I ever do that, was that bad to be damaged so badly by your brutality to me I just don't know do you?.

Sometimes I really do wish I could be "normal" just

Like YOU!!!