Feelings that are all inside I do try very hard to hide.

When I was young I could not show those nun's all my feeling's burning so very deep inside.

I learnt right from the start my feeling's I had to hide.

So is it any wonder that sometimes I am all confused as to which path I should choose.

If I ever let my feeling's show when I was in those horrible homes the nun's would just hurt me even more.

So I learnt from a very young age that my feeling's were not for show because I did not want the harder blows.

If someone gives me kind word or shows me a caring thought it does mean an awful lot to me of that you can be sure.

I am not that good at demonstrating my feeling's although they are all there inside I only show them when I trust someone again.

My feeling's that I do have all come out in my words that I write happy, angry or sad they are revealed to you.

The hurt and the endless pain meant I hid my emotion's too but let me tell you they were all there deep down inside but I did not dare to let them come out to show outside.

If I showed my feeling's to any nun the suffering that I had would be twice as bad...