The real name of the tree was I found

hard to pronounce so a friend of mine

called Felice suggested that I call it

Maria's Mum's tree which I thought

was rather nice...

The more I thought about my friend

Felice's advice I liked it a lot and it

sounded so nice...

The tree is so beautiful you see just

like I dream that you would be...

The tree has pretty Yellow delicate

flowers just like I imagine you would

be delicate and nice making me shine

with all of your love and

encouragement and hugs to me it is

how I imagine life would have been

with you full of love and a

comforting hand to lead and guide me down the right path...

So Mum in case you do ever see my

web site here it is all about my life in

Black and White in care at

Nazareth House what a miserable life

it was in there for me...

I know that if you were around you

would have hugged me tightly and

kissed my tears away and taken away

all those very unkind years...

Although I don't remember you I

would just love to hug you and hold

you tight never letting you out of my sight.

Mum I always always wanted to have the chance to cuddle and kiss you with all of my might and take the sadness from you whatever it may have been. I think you would agree with me we were meant to be together perhaps one day we will be re-united you never know because I would just dearly love this to be so...

Oh Mum I do love you so much it is a deep longing that has always been so deep inside of me in my heart I think you would have loved me deeply and I hope you would be proud of me today making you smile:) with what I have done with my life never wanting it to defeat me...

I LOVE YOU MUM WITH ALL OF MY HEART MY LOVE TO YOU I JUST WANT TO GIVE YOU A BIG HUG.

FROM ME TO YOU...

((MUM I LOVE YOU

 &

((I ALWAYS WILL))