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useful emptiness �� logion 62 (poem title )



note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 62



clasped in fear

palms touch in prayer

the left and the right

communicate

as hands united do

life's succulent blessings are

found between left and right



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control issues �� logion 63 (poem title )



note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 63



a succulent fate

is a life filled

with gratitude



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lucky pennies (poem title)

when I find a penny happenstance
or otherwise I always pick it up and put it in a place I can find it because when I find a penny happenstance
or otherwise I always pick it up and wonder a little bit more than I did before and if condign thieves have stolen pennies again

what Super Heroes do (poem title)

if it is a Super Hero you want to be
of course it is possible
the Super Power connecting all Super Heroes is the ability to see depth external with internal eyes;
it sounds complicated
it means
for example
being able
to look
ar a painting
and seeing the brush strokes
the images
and allowing your mind to ask questions
who painted this painting and why is and how are the painting important;
and then a true Super Hero can understand condign is a very tiny part of a much larger picture

three days a week
at least
practice being a Super Hero

do you understand how you feel ? (poem title)

when thoughts are like clouds and emotions are like dew ; formative is kinetic knowledge
because wisdom really is a touch of a hand wind on your face comfortable shoes temperature the rustling of hair a hug

time with my Grandparents (poem title)

a few hours
a few days
a few weeks
formative time
my Grandparents set aside
to spend time with me
little did I understand then
how important every moment
with family is

the Einstein look (poem title)

frizzy is a sign of genius maybe?
messy with can't brush my hair now as I am busy watching the flowers and trees grow in their formative years as Einstein didn't get good grades in school or walk on fashion catwalks as his miracles address tiny miracles

my disappeared thoughts (poem title)

nor do I remember
the words
from conversations
when in my
formative years
we spoke openly

around my neck (poem title)

if I could give you anything
I would give the moon back to the moon
I would give the moonlight back to the moonlight
I would give the ocean back to the ocean
I would give the sand back to the sand
and I would give you a formative pathway
of moonlight on the ocean
so you could walk on water
and meet me on the sand
where I am wondering
if we will touch hands

compulsory sterilization (poem title)

before anyone had ever hit me
I already knew
how babies are born
formative in my development
is movement
through a still photo format
and so I have preparation training
to about lifting arms overhead
does not explain a crime

cold water on a hot day (poem title)

in my formative years,
there was so much fresh
clean water
I used to joke about selling water in bottles
because it seemed foolish

working discrimination (poem title)

needing money and working don't always depend on each other
when people work discrimination is decreased
in my formative years
I sold hand made bagels and cream cheese sort of like a lemonade stand
now as an adult,
I understand the slang terms to eat is to laugh about hurting a person while eating something representing them
I say gang members can stop eating until they can join the rest of the human race who eat to survive or share a meal with friends and cook with love eat because it feels good now as an adult the nearest thing I do to paid work is write or type poems and since I would never inflict my cooking on anyone else b cause it usually tastes pretty bad, I know freelance cooking doesn't mean cook whatever is in front of you then again a poem without standard punctuation or user friendly sentence structure might be the way a poem is supposed to be and so good and bad poetry judgements aren't really relevant
now the thing about poetry is it is a little bit like music because when an individual hears or reads a poem especially when the Author of the poem is the type of person the reader would never talk to then a social barrier is broken and discrimination is lessened.
so working is more than feeding a family or keeping a roof over your head working is a way of conversing and people have insights particular
because people work the way they cook and the way they eat:
I didn't realize you could lift heavy boxes or would you like help lifting those boxes because they look very heavy?
it only takes a few moments to read a poem
and every time a poem is read
life is changed forever so thanks for reading

peace is never a dirty word (poem title)

assertiveness ________ requires I repeat my statement: sexualized violence should never be tolerated and I was absent much of my formative junior high school years because of injury my math skills are not very good (alright alright there isn't any excuse).

I will try to add up the numbers for healing sexual violence
______ at this point (poem in process)
the number is 333
with five rolls starting of pennies
and fifteen rolls of quarters
besides it is all I think I am capable of carrying today

ps: finally! I remembered to get emergency money

law Constitutional (poem title)

if I could redress the American government in any style I want to
I suggest each individual have a black top hat and a white top hat that they kept in a place where they could see or be reminded of them daily
and I suggest each individual occasionally wear tap shoes so they could hear the sound of their footsteps
and I suggest each individual remember how America made it through two world wars while keeping our spirit up with sentimental romantic movies with lots of fancy dancing

sugar quarters (poem title)

previously dressed up to the nines in my coattail tuxedo, a quarter wasn't much money in my mind; and now as I sit near the church garden were Girlie has played all morning; I understand a bit about forgiveness; it is a word wasted when whining spoken ; and I have always at least intellectually known
forgiveness means go on and live the life that God has granted you; are we forgiven for eating the apple of knowledge?
of course (in my belief) and perhaps it was simply God's way of seeing if we could handle freedom to choose between greed and sweetness

life is a stage/ stages of growth (poem title)

when perjury invades quadrille. life is a stage of carelessly trampled on hair; to be an usher with tuxedo coat tails is an honor rather than an opportunity to judge; to offer patrons a printed program and attempt to only start the performance when all audience is prepared for the darkness; and the cast and crew are revealed as real;
human dignity is the password in case you are wondering

life is a stage/ stages of growth (poem title)

when perjury invades quadrille. life is a stage of carelessly trampled on hair; to be an usher with tuxedo coat tails is an honor rather than an opportunity to judge; to offer patrons a printed program and attempt to only start the performance when all audience is prepared for the darkness; and the cast and crew are revealed as real;
human dignity is the password in case you are wondering



what embodied (poem title)

in American society as we near September eleventh, 2016, I want to think that there wouldn't be any American illiterate enough to refer to rape as dance.
(self censored for now)



note ote to FBI Thursday September 1st 2016th via their website web form

Dear FBI,


my concern in typing the FBI is my Mom and my physical safety

among other things the Panosonic 'PI' camera I used hidden on my rolling walker in Seattle is missing from a locked bag (within the past few days likely).

it was an effort to bring it to me

the moms took my identification reminder usual bold coffee, entire closed packages of Starbucks bold Italian instant with red or pink scooters on the packaging

and also Resees peanut butter/chocolate; symbolizing Sydney Poities's ( spelling err) character in the classic movie In The Heat of the Night

out of my locked sports bag and put them in closed plastic food containers, (and they took medicine and soaps out as well; vitamins purchased at Hawaii 24 hour fitness or at the pharmacy next to where I used to get my blood tested in Hawaii

when I opened the plastic containers today so I could get it out since I couldn't use it, I realized the coffee and candy had been setting in my guess a chemical used for anathesia for cats and dogs

also,"they" are dragging out money: bills and coins, books on crimes against people with disabilities I ordered from the UK or the United States Holocaust Memorial Museum's book store

a mom jeered and screamed at me about faking my disabilities as I was trying to get me, contaminated personals, Girlie in her dog house and my walker past the barking dog and onto paratransit (I didn't)

also, I re contacted kboo radio station and volunteered to put time into the Bread and Roses feminist collective

personally, I know self respect wise I should avoid kboo as I had time and energy to spend totally on the collective and I can't deny I feel they would rather go bankrupt then stand up to the bully copafeelcops stalking my Mom and I

I went to the bank aswellas a medical appointment and there are so many daily manipulations (and I am continuing to try to not shout or react ) ; the moms go off on their own and duplicate and it is so out of my control; I am so pissed I didn't catch up on sleep and sanity when the mom's were in France (I tried )

maybe I could just concentrate every moment on being an out lesbian writer/performer with disabilities studying Private Investigation and get past what I am now calling brain goo because I am truly miserable and it is basic extortion and I am really sick of things being taken from my room or being about to do something (use my prescription medicine, type a message make an appointment) and passing out instead

I really want to retain my teeth! and I hate dealing with the dentists here and having wars to keep a toothbrush and toothpaste without toxins or contaminates (I have no idea how the moms brush their teeth nightly)

also, my ATM card has disappeared again and a check didn't go through for unexplained reason

the main 2 psychology controls. edit. t interest in narrating my life however the poso

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note to FBI Thursday September 1st 2016th via their website web form

note: past note : note to FBI

Dear FBI,

my immediate priority is my and my Mom' physical safety

the mom's? and I are about to meet Allison and Scott and their kids at the Sunshine tavern for dinner and a welcome back party

my heart physically hurts and I am physically weak from chemicals I moved out of my bedroom last night and then being woken up for a psychobabble emergencynote with distorted auto text; in process

Thursday: black and white purse with colonoscopy prep; no way to dispose of properly

strong enough reaction I thought it best to put it outside

so I'm exhausted however not having scary reactions n ; numbness and muscle fatigue no organ wood is felt though; d finely possible feet swelling nothing however I don't expect to calm with good night's rest;

I had put coffee and edibles and hair stuff from hairstyle appointment and when I realized it was in my laundry bask t I decided to leave it there as I thought gut it had been stolen at night

symbolic importance

aI suspect it was toxified whiheavy drug whatever on dollar bill tips specific time at Safeway; guess ing from numbness in legs and feet it was used on LIFT paratransit vans while I volunteered with OMSI

also, my older sister recieved my hand written note I had notarized rather than the typed letter telling people to contact copafeelcop moms about my condo

also, my iCalender has my Mom's arrival date as August 31, 2016

and I rescheduled my colonoscopy to fit with her schedule so she could drive me to the hospital and then back to our house where we live

I had marked my iCalender I think almost right after she said she had purchased tickets

then before she left for Paris she said she would be gone for twenty days

her boots her boots (poem title)

hidden in the basement
there must be
books and manuscripts never read because no one speaks the languages anymore
if I could find them
what do they say?
perhaps civilizations
long ago carved on stone
a reminder,
a woman,
when in love,
is with you always

my coat tails never touched the floor (poem title)

when I sat tuxedoed
in my walker
my coat tails never touched the floor
to preserve fancy dress wear formally
rather prove my arrogance about
touching the ground


annoying thought/annoying behavior (poem title)

volunteering to be annoyed by invasive heterosexual (closeted bisexual men) is not why I moved to Portland (or Seattlle before this)
as rioting goes
there is a only censorship
and Babbitt desperation
and this is way more time
than I these asswipes deserve



tool shed shack manger (poem title)

my tuxedo coat tails allow me to fly to fly

exhausted we unfinished

let it go (poem title)

after gaining fifty ish pounds
here in Oregon
my torso looks
like a stuffed shirt
very uncomfortable
let it go

the real Seattle PI ( actually I looked into becoming a Private Investigator when I lived in Seattle then. because of lack of expectations from mystery aswellas others aswellas physical disabilities, I decided against it in the State of Washington someone else must have my 'PI' camera and I don't want them to use it! (poem title)

among other things the Panosonic 'PI' camera I used hidden on my rolling walker in Seattle is missing from a locked bag (within the past few days likely).

and i started using a hidden camera, a Panasonic that Mom gave me for my birthday, because odd things were happening like my apartment being broken into with nothing obviously stolen or even touched or strangers saying things to me in threatening tones although the words weren't violent; I had just return to Seattle from my Father's memorial where I stayed with my Mom older sister and niece for a few months; and a complete stranger walked up to me in Starbucks and started talking about throwing Irish in the trash; so I need both hands to walk because I walk with a rolling walker and I decided if these strangers era. and now i never or some car backing out
knocked me down I at least anted it on bideo tape

so I chcked out WA state lawa about carrying a hidden camera because I sent edited footage along with stalking journal notes to the Seattle police and seattle FBI and I suspect they arressted and interogated vthe complete strangers i invited as sotrt of a neighborhood wat

thinking of doing a performance or performative venture: if so I would write a brief description and send it to various media

basement staircase/ poem picture (poem title)

a smoking man jives in our basement
a woman descends the basement stairs
does it bother me to live in a house where there are areas beyond my physical ability?
I have places I want to go
and at times
a stuffed shirt and
staircases are
distractions

someone else must have my 'PI' camera and I don't want them to use it!

wood be dangerous (poem title)

sometimes I get the lumberjacks blues
I grew up right here in Oregon
lumberjack home
need a red flannel shirt
to escape my stuffed shirt lethargy
raining today
brisk air
freedom to breathe

absurd sly boots (poem title)

a penny box of pennies in my children thoughts sneaking across the ocean to a bar where all the Ph.d adult students study eating carrot cake cream cheese and drinking more than I can imagine the possibilities of all the brave deeds and then when the unexpected happens in the parking lot I saw a car license plate and was pretty certain I wasn't dreaming after all:
all grown ~ up I put on my boots and try again to follow my dreams rearranged frequently because not always enjoyable however absurd a rolling stone gathers no moss is cliche and I smile to have actually crossed an ocean and found a woman to kiss

lungs are made for breathing (poem title)

inhale determination
exhale complaining
a kvetch finds something to do

insanity conversation (poem title)

a friend to talk to;
kvetch until life makes sense
a reminder about sitting
a pill won't cure much of anything;
time and effort then look back to see
sanity happens

note:  not to be rude:  having to not read Facebook messages for now until I can catch up wimy life:  want to connect/reconeenect:  so a big 'hi hello and how are ya?'

insanity conversation (poem title)

a friend to talk to;
kvetch until life makes sense
a reminder about sitting
a pill won't cure much of anything;
time and effort then look back to see
sanity happens

on Labor Day (poem title)

confidently I trust
if I could worthwhilely labor
as I wish
and asmuchas I wish
never would I kvetch
nor whine
nor whimper
not complain
and if ever a bit of ingratitude entered my blessed life,
I would laugh it out
however. it is work to figure out how to work

here is your answer (poem title)

how do I find true love?
where is the best place to travel to?
when did the solar system begin?
how do I save enough money for graduate school?
why is the word ~ of ~ the ~ day important?
do I have to kvetch about everything?
am I going to grow up?
are dolphins smarter than humans?
what is the best thing to do when everybody is fighting?
what is a convention?
do children have human rights?
true or false? grits are full of.vitamin D?
if I don't know what to say, what do I do?

my favorite books (poem title)

in a shelf or in a pile
or in my memory
now on my phone aswellas ereader; the whispers about this is what adults won't say
books about what isn't polite or pretty and
books about what is; and my life story?
published then deleted
so I consider writing another banned book
about being in love
with a woman

when bags are empty (poem title)

the food stolen
and the water without a clean glass;
when bags are empty
kvetch seems the only option
look again:
in a bag
large enough for Girlie to curl up in,
there is nothing except my writing;
my messages to myself reminding me
the highway from victim to human isn't wheelchair accessible or easy to walk on without any hand rails
for everyone;
and I roll
and I send out another note to the present

across State lines (poem title)

remember I don't know if I have my passport
or my birth certificate
I don't even have JULIA's Body
my college identity is something I never quite put into my pocket; it isn't lost
I never quite am able to pick it up
although yes. I wear myself in my hair
and I fade
and get to buzy
so in between
I miss myselfamiliar
although kvetch is
not familiar
it feels like
a part of me;a's
and the BBC documentary
Julia's Body
I stand in front of a hospital bed every morning here in Portland Ooregon
and State Country
borders are often ignored

searching at night (poem title)

my night vision is challenging
however, only when I walk
so when I sat in the corner
on the stone wall
where the Avenue's touched
my mind dizzy with lack of sleep,
humid air, and grief;
I watched traffic and the life affirming
movements of peace
traveling from a place to another;
while resting my saddened self
life's global bus is filled with passenger's
routing and re routing
a woman
a man
a child
a gentleman
and
a boulevardier
and is there direction?
when the absence of footprints
is all I could see on the cement sidewalk?
such a vivid contrast
and mournfully,
perhaps only remembered
when I see myself as I could be
sitting inside
at my bookcase
with pieces of paper
and my telephone
and reflect upon how true love
is beyond definition
as I wonder little about doing
as I re arrange furniture
with less concern about
my hunched posture
and more concern about my circulation
and searching during
the day

the perception of rain �� (poem title)
useful emptiness �� logion 62 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 62

clasped in fear
palms touch in prayer
the left and the right
communicate
as hands united do
life's succulent blessings are
found between left and right

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control issues �� logion 63 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 63

a succulent fate
is a life filled
with gratitude

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note: numbers

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logins from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; logins 22 aswellas 61

if my heart and my legs
danger in falling
I find propitiate anger
amid water rings
and I nearly weep
about self within body
and body within
7 billions
rain drops rain
water rings

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note: the ��twin mirrors :www1/ www2 (poem title) poem also a direct inspiration from the Gospel of Thomas

twin mirrors: www1 / www2 (poem title)

this nomad is more my body:
I sit at my bohemian bookcase with it's hidden writing table folded outward:
my eyes passing over titles as ideas aswellas facts aswellas migratorial terrain's pass through my hands:

my partially paralyzed hand tucked into my rough vest for warmth/ fingers curled inward naturally protective like a baby:

my adventurous ringed hand holds my gadabout pen carefully as I sacrifice myself again to surviving birth to aging:
wandering compassion to understand my ink affirming the existence of my housebound body's diary

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note: the ��twin mirrors :www1/ www2 (poem title) poem also a direct inspiration from the Gospel of Thomas

three negatives �� logion 111 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 111

to find myself is not a challenge as I am not lost; to sacrifice my childhood dreams is not possible because I am not Jesus

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�� logion 110 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 110

there isn't
any reason
inhere to
be cruel

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found lost treasure �� logion 109 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 109

a movement: a gesture: a fall: a roll: and a twirl: a shimy shamy shake: a pirouette: a hip hop strudle doodle: and a knee to the chest: and a: no way can the human body do that!
this is adoration
for the way you move,
for the way you talk,
for the way you stop and think;
and I actually do
often wonder
what you would say
about all the envious intruders;
I say: you often don't know what you have
until you lose it
and even then
I have to make myself remember gratitude

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note : almost got numbers confused

using plain words �� logion 108 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 108

there is a moment when I am holding a flashlight and I am walking cautiously because I inhere know if I fall I know I might not get back up;
for numerous people a daily kiss is common;
when I kiss years of loneliness are forgotten

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continuously whatsoever �� logion 107 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 107

within all the names of God and within all the names of creatures of God:
there is the mistake I made: and within all the names of God and within all the names of creatures of God, I found my way

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mountains of sorrow �� logion 106 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 106

do you really believe in your self?
there are many stories inhere and maybe:
begin with your name as:
every one deserves a name: then Jesus says: mountains will move

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little girls
deserve
the recognition
old fashioned
inhere deserve
the right to grow
to become women
working to provide
food
shelter
water
warmth;
is my Father a whore?
no
is my Mother a whore?
no
am I a whore?
no
call me whatsoever,
I will never apologize for surviving

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in love �� logion 104 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 104

a wife isn't a souvenir: she isn't a trophy; a wife is a human being to talk to; she might cook your meals or mend your clothes or bear and raise your children; her presence might always be with you:
show a bit of gratitude:
in love with a person is in love with God's vitality

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note: regarding my word choice: correspondence

my meaning of correspondence is: a conversation with God

so my poems are neither a reinterpretation of the Gospel of Thomas nor necessarily an understanding of the logions application to my life;

in conversation, I might say: is this what you mean? or this is the way I see it or even have you considered this idea?

note: poem edit

facing fear �� logion 103 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 103

before "they " arm themselves; the harshest inhere reality is difficulty to look at; the most wonderful blessings on those looking into the face of fear before it can be seen: know "their" behavior patterns; wake up; rouse your extinct and endangered species so that we are prepared

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note: my misspellings are unintentionally

note sent to FBI on Friday December 16th�� 2016 via the web form on the FBI website:

Deat FBI,

a mom went to a party at Chicago Pizza without me

we did not go to free pie this Wednesday; I am very concerned about preventing me from falling on the slippery ice or in the cold wind. our house is now such I have a difficult time being warm to fall asleep without my body yemp falling to shivering

today it is less wind and the moms are likely to whine and be annoying about my bloodtest;

please help them figure out something to do besides distract me from creating a book and being asswipprs

I realize it might be challenging to be or play the role of an elderly woman whos family has turned against her or is neglecting her, however I am trying to finish my book before Christmas regardless of official approval or popular opinion

my main concerns in contacting the FBI are my Mom's physical safety my physical safety ,
and the physical safety of the people protecting our safety

this includes the accuracy and authenticity of all information about us

end of note sent to FBI on Friday December 16th�� 2016 via the web form on the FBI website:

hate's distractions �� logion 102 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 102

shame on those blaming hypocritical leaders then
following neglect's nauseating
footsteps; when inhere truth's brightness shines within delightfully, inner light embraces external roles worthwhile!

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my parent's disciple �� logion 101 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 101

my parents are two people I admire: inseparable: my love of reading and books and movement and life and talking and quiet is inhere: a round wonderfilled world; separate from my parents is my alley dog self that I wanted to keep to myself

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a bridge poem �� logion 100 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 100

perch inhere:
the policies of the ruling States must be rearranged so that children with severe and permanent disabilities can inform trusted adults, including care givers, about abuse, including subtle poisoning and covert sexualized violence disguised in bathing dressing and toileting;
my goodness!
begin with the beginning; allow God to speak and recreate the world continuously;
then after speaking
and being heard;
create space for infinitely speaking to discuss strategic prevention of sexualized abuse of children
including children with severe and permanent disabilities

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note: not to be rude: having to not read Facebook messages for now until I can catch up wimy life: want to connect/reconeenect: so a big 'hi hello and how are ya?'

Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)

(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution rights)

a child isn't for sale �� logion 99 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 99

a child in the cold
will always be
a child in the cold;
a child's
metier is inherently alive
as a title Christ;
inhere is intrinsic
to a baby:
a child isn't for sale

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inscribed diplomacy �� logion 98 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 98

cold
written on my body
in indivisible ink
is a metier treaty: I must not lose
myself in anger

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moonlight on a Hawaiian ocean �� logion 97 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 97

the rare moments metier
cold is easier to bear
as I remember sitting on the poured out sand;
gazing awed at the stream of light touching the water and filling air's nothingness
with guidance

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what did the children write? �� logion 96 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 96

the evolution of wheat is dependent on little boys aswellas little girls; to provide crutches for those that cannot walk; to provide bread for the hungry; to create a museum for those without a home for their ideas; metier brings warmth to the cold; these miracles have already happened and whereas life continues miracles repeat

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the place you stand �� logion 95 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 95

selfishness is also in the eye of the beholder;
an occupation metier warms many cold hearts; the places you and I stand are gifts without interest; is it so hard to follow an example? if a gift of a book gave you a place to stand, I will find a way to publish many

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accessible finds/ everyday ambitions �� logion 94 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 94

every day desires and ambitions are answers to prayers often ignored; when inner ears are cold to metier's call, then confusion and hesitations become gods; when finding a true path is as easy as listening to the words, 'I don't know why I feel this way'.

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the book of Ruth/ house your pearls �� logion 93 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 93

house your fatuous pearls in poetry
as delicate
as your
fingertips

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a woman 's words �� logion 92 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 92

what would a woman say about fatuous women? a book read out loud as a soundtrack to the sewing of angel costumes remains in a box

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social construction �� logion 91 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 91

the name you cling to isn't even your name! recondite was your name before you were born!

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our burdens �� logion 90 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 90

to be able to see another's recondite suffering ; I sleep in the chair with you safe in my lap

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my belief (poem title)

my belief is friendship is real
my belief is friendship between all family members and all peoples is real;
and I believe surviving a car crash is an invitation to conversations about the recondite and grief and my insistence on a whole picture

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dirty feet �� logion 89 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 89

where to begin?
transcripts voluble your foundation

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angels on my shoulders �� logion 88 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 88

perhaps angels beautiful
and prophets generous
find voluble wisdom
in humility

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elegant wishes �� logion 87 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 87

born crying ;
is being miserable a blessing?
caution voluble:
thanks sought :
and grace:
deserve more than being written off as disadvantages

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similar dreams �� logion 86 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 86

my dreams and ambitions and desires are similar
and mine; if perhaps you are a restless child my dream is a voluble place as there isn't any time to rest

copyrighted

wanting outside �� logion 85 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 85

born to live
Adam speaks volumes
listen voluble good and evil

copyrighted

business compassionate �� logion 84 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 84

there was a time:
individual survival is dependent
on we;
pictures speak voluble and now is then and old light is current news

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victim is a scary word �� logion 83 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 83

responding to cries for help
cast a person as a victim in welcoming the voluble words of blame and guilt

copyrighted

copyrighted

note poem edited

structured passion �� logion 82 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 82

his name is Jesus Christ
and he is the most influential man in history:
following his example I am responding to systematic structured violence in a more passionate quicker manner
since time is a voluble luxury not to be taken for granted

copyrighted

note: mistake numbering

international terrorism �� logion 81 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 81

wealth monetary matters little
when international technology has disappeared;
cyberspace is blessed with facts voluble to finding the disappeared; mending broken hearts is the most important wealth/ a disappeared 82nd poem needs to be found and fed

copyright

embracing the sunlight �� logion 81 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 81

to ignore the inviting wealth of sunlight is to waste life's gratitude; to delude the sun assuming last day and last night is to rob yourself of overwhelming blessings

copyrighted

note: relied on internet translation; I have no idea if the French translation is accurate :

my lifeguard t shirt/ mon t-shirt sauveteur �� logion 80 (poem title) / logion 80 (titre de poème)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 80/

Remarque : le �� désigne un poème inspiré directement des logions depuis les objets perdus et trouvés Évangile de Thomas ; ce poème correspond à logion 80

should they fall into the hands of the adverse parties: please find them and provide immediate medical attention if need be:

devraient ils tombent entre les mains des parties indésirables : s’il vous plaît trouver et fournir des soins médicaux immédiats si besoin :

why is live theatre music and dance (the inseparable friends) so important? because when a venue creates essentially a picture frame for Nature's poetry all directions are included ;
inherent spirit is present even in the injustices: spirit shines brighter though when mixed with consciousness;
which is when a venue becomes a place of voluble grace whereas true conscience is revealed;
when a poet recites a freshly written poem on stage, the poem allows a correspondence with the God in even the Atheists and Naysayers because barriers are set aside;
and with theatre music and dance intertwined it is possible to create 'c'est eternity' with simply wearing a lifeguard t shirt on stage
voluble
volubile
voluble
volubile
voluble
volubile
voluble
volubile

Pourquoi le théâtre musique et danse (les amis inséparables) est-elle si importante ? parce que lorsqu’un lieu crée essentiellement un cadre photo pour la poésie de la Nature toutes les directions sont incluses ;
esprit inhérente est présent même dans les injustices : esprit brille plus lumineux mais lorsqu’il est mélangé avec la conscience ;
qui correspond à un lieu devienne un lieu de grâce volubile alors que la vraie conscience est révélé ;
Quand un poète récite un poème fraîchement écrit sur scène, le poème permet une correspondance avec le Dieu même les athées et les opposants, car les obstacles sont infirmés ;
et avec la musique de théâtre et de danse étroitement liés, il est possible de créer des « c’est eternity » avec simplement vêtu d’une chemise de t de sauveteur sur scène
volubile
volubile
volubile
volubile
volubile
volubile
volubile
volubile

droits d’auteur

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urg! note: poem edited

public storage �� logion 79 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 79

public storage in Hawaii is where my family used to keep our Christmas lights; my Mom and I would drive out and I would sit in the car while she went in to get the boxes of hand painted wooden ornaments,
strings of colored lights,
and a two foot Santa riding a bicycle (my Dad rode his bike every day)

here in Portland Oregon, where a seventy two degree holiday and a Christmas Eve swim in the ocean are far behind me, my favorite decoration is our large voluble Grinch

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note: poem edited

gravity's momentum �� logion 78 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 78

as I dress
and redress I no
longer rehearse my
forty five minute's of
voluble monologue fitting
me like soft cotton;
I can barely
recall autobiographical the words tangled in my
mind: The Convention
against Torture and Other
Cruel, Inhuman or
Degrading Treatment or Punishment;

to bring warmth
isn't complicated especially when
no explanation is needed

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sand candles and barbed wire �� logion 77 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 77

on the highway's edge
somewhere in Southern California:
my childhood lungs undulate
in the backseat
without a seatbelt:
and today: I love you more
than I will ever understand
because everywhere I go
there you are

copyrighted

note: not to be rude: having to not read Facebook messages for now until I can catch up wimy life: want to connect/reconeenect: so a big 'hi hello and how are ya?'

Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)

(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution rights)

note: poem edited

pearls in my safety deposit box
�� logion 76 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 76

mind and body
men and women
the difference between men and women
anger
men tend to destroy
women tend to reclaim
like a Marine in combat I saved and preserved my Mom's pearls simply because it might hurt her feelings to have them taken away :
women in combat
I am thrilled! Go Go Go!;
brief moments of momentum
spiral as protection of pearls and prevention of hurt feelings become voluble priorities

copyrighted

note: poem edited

people who love you �� logion 75 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 75

when you are born your Mother is with you;
when you are born your voluble separation from billions of people is reduced;
when you are born only you know your perspective;
you and you alone are responsible for your decisions;
however: surround yourself with people who love and adore you and alone gets very over crowded

copyrighted

note: poem edited

down syndrome �� logion 74 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 74

to look down a well and see nothing is three times more than average frightening;
many voluble procrastinators;
few want to climb down
into the dark to find
water however looking down
again until something is seen
is the beginning of quenching your thirst

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an insignificant miracle �� logion 73 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 73

it is easily lost
in the voluble importance of International Relations
aswellas my tendency
to not think about what is 2 painful;

however, today,
a snowed in, can't leave the house, just try to stay warm indoors day: I remember a miracle

did you know I carry insignificant miracle reminders with me? so I will remember the dead in winter it is time to harvest my tenderest words in case you want to converse

copyrighted

the roll of a Judge �� logion 72 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 72

my desire in life is
to fill all with such drunken passion: all burst in to voluble song ;
as who am I to judge?
the choreography, the singing,
good/ bad; don't worry about it 2 much; as long as you sing;
and do try to remember the lyrics; especially until you are ready to improvise

copyrighted

best friends forevers �� logion 71 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 71

a human family based on emotional respect is now possible as violence is recognized;

the wheel has already been invented and taken for granted; voluble expression has already been censored; the sword has already been pulled from the stone and discarded; the witches have already been burned and their ashes aswellas body parts have already been sold as souvenirs

complete strangers from all over the world
clasp hands in friendship
and are already
best friends
forevers

copyrighted

social construction �� logion 90 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 91

the name you cling to isn't even your name! recondite was your name before you were born!

copyrighted

our burdens �� logion 90 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 90

to be able to see another's recondite suffering ; I sleep in the chair with you safe in my lap

copyrighted

my belief (poem title)

my belief is friendship is real
my belief is friendship between all family members and all peoples is real;
and I believe surviving a car crash is an invitation to conversations about the recondite and grief and my insistence on a whole picture

copyrighted

dirty feet �� logion 89 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 89

where to begin?
transcripts voluble your foundation

copyrighted

angels on my shoulders �� logion 88 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 88

perhaps angels beautiful
and prophets generous
find voluble wisdom
in humility

copyrighted

elegant wishes �� logion 87 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 87

born crying ;
is being miserable a blessing?
caution voluble:
thanks sought :
and grace:
deserve more than being written off as disadvantages

copyrighted

similar dreams �� logion 86 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 86

my dreams and ambitions and desires are similar
and mine; if perhaps you are a restless child my dream is a voluble place as there isn't any time to rest

copyrighted

wanting outside �� logion 85 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 85

born to live
Adam speaks volumes
listen voluble good and evil

copyrighted

business compassionate �� logion 84 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 84

there was a time:
individual survival is dependent
on we;
pictures speak voluble and now is then and old light is current news

copyrighted

victim is a scary word �� logion 83 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 83

responding to cries for help
cast a person as a victim in welcoming the voluble words of blame and guilt

copyrighted

copyrighted

note poem edited

structured passion �� logion 82 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 82

his name is Jesus Christ
and he is the most influential man in history:
following his example I am responding to systematic structured violence in a more passionate quicker manner
since time is a voluble luxury not to be taken for granted

copyrighted

note: mistake numbering

international terrorism �� logion 81 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 81

wealth monetary matters little
when international technology has disappeared;
cyberspace is blessed with facts voluble to finding the disappeared; mending broken hearts is the most important wealth/ a disappeared 82nd poem needs to be found and fed

copyright

embracing the sunlight �� logion 81 (poem title )

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 81

to ignore the inviting wealth of sunlight is to waste life's gratitude; to delude the sun assuming last day and last night is to rob yourself of overwhelming blessings

copyrighted

note: relied on internet translation; I have no idea if the French translation is accurate :

my lifeguard t shirt/ mon t-shirt sauveteur �� logion 80 (poem title) / logion 80 (titre de poème)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 80/

Remarque : le �� désigne un poème inspiré directement des logions depuis les objets perdus et trouvés Évangile de Thomas ; ce poème correspond à logion 80

should they fall into the hands of the adverse parties: please find them and provide immediate medical attention if need be:

devraient ils tombent entre les mains des parties indésirables : s’il vous plaît trouver et fournir des soins médicaux immédiats si besoin :

why is live theatre music and dance (the inseparable friends) so important? because when a venue creates essentially a picture frame for Nature's poetry all directions are included ;
inherent spirit is present even in the injustices: spirit shines brighter though when mixed with consciousness;
which is when a venue becomes a place of voluble grace whereas true conscience is revealed;
when a poet recites a freshly written poem on stage, the poem allows a correspondence with the God in even the Atheists and Naysayers because barriers are set aside;
and with theatre music and dance intertwined it is possible to create 'c'est eternity' with simply wearing a lifeguard t shirt on stage
voluble
volubile
voluble
volubile
voluble
volubile
voluble
volubile

Pourquoi le théâtre musique et danse (les amis inséparables) est-elle si importante ? parce que lorsqu’un lieu crée essentiellement un cadre photo pour la poésie de la Nature toutes les directions sont incluses ;
esprit inhérente est présent même dans les injustices : esprit brille plus lumineux mais lorsqu’il est mélangé avec la conscience ;
qui correspond à un lieu devienne un lieu de grâce volubile alors que la vraie conscience est révélé ;
Quand un poète récite un poème fraîchement écrit sur scène, le poème permet une correspondance avec le Dieu même les athées et les opposants, car les obstacles sont infirmés ;
et avec la musique de théâtre et de danse étroitement liés, il est possible de créer des « c’est eternity » avec simplement vêtu d’une chemise de t de sauveteur sur scène
volubile
volubile
volubile
volubile
volubile
volubile
volubile
volubile

droits d’auteur

copyrighted

urg! note: poem edited

public storage �� logion 79 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 79

public storage in Hawaii is where my family used to keep our Christmas lights; my Mom and I would drive out and I would sit in the car while she went in to get the boxes of hand painted wooden ornaments,
strings of colored lights,
and a two foot Santa riding a bicycle (my Dad rode his bike every day)

here in Portland Oregon, where a seventy two degree holiday and a Christmas Eve swim in the ocean are far behind me, my favorite decoration is our large voluble Grinch

copyrighted

note: poem edited

gravity's momentum �� logion 78 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 78

as I dress
and redress I no
longer rehearse my
forty five minute's of
voluble monologue fitting
me like soft cotton;
I can barely
recall autobiographical the words tangled in my
mind: The Convention
against Torture and Other
Cruel, Inhuman or
Degrading Treatment or Punishment;

to bring warmth
isn't complicated especially when
no explanation is needed

copyrighted

sand candles and barbed wire �� logion 77 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 77

on the highway's edge
somewhere in Southern California:
my childhood lungs undulate
in the backseat
without a seatbelt:
and today: I love you more
than I will ever understand
because everywhere I go
there you are

copyrighted

note: not to be rude: having to not read Facebook messages for now until I can catch up wimy life: want to connect/reconeenect: so a big 'hi hello and how are ya?'

Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)

(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution rights)

note: poem edited

pearls in my safety deposit box
�� logion 76 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 76

mind and body
men and women
the difference between men and women
anger
men tend to destroy
women tend to reclaim
like a Marine in combat I saved and preserved my Mom's pearls simply because it might hurt her feelings to have them taken away :
women in combat
I am thrilled! Go Go Go!;
brief moments of momentum
spiral as protection of pearls and prevention of hurt feelings become voluble priorities

copyrighted

note: poem edited

people who love you �� logion 75 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 75

when you are born your Mother is with you;
when you are born your voluble separation from billions of people is reduced;
when you are born only you know your perspective;
you and you alone are responsible for your decisions;
however: surround yourself with people who love and adore you and alone gets very over crowded

copyrighted

note: poem edited

down syndrome �� logion 74 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 74

to look down a well and see nothing is three times more than average frightening;
many voluble procrastinators;
few want to climb down
into the dark to find
water however looking down
again until something is seen
is the beginning of quenching your thirst

copyrighted

an insignificant miracle �� logion 73 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 73

it is easily lost
in the voluble importance of International Relations
aswellas my tendency
to not think about what is 2 painful;

however, today,
a snowed in, can't leave the house, just try to stay warm indoors day: I remember a miracle

did you know I carry insignificant miracle reminders with me? so I will remember the dead in winter it is time to harvest my tenderest words in case you want to converse

copyrighted

the roll of a Judge �� logion 72 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 72

my desire in life is
to fill all with such drunken passion: all burst in to voluble song ;
as who am I to judge?
the choreography, the singing,
good/ bad; don't worry about it 2 much; as long as you sing;
and do try to remember the lyrics; especially until you are ready to improvise

copyrighted

best friends forevers �� logion 71 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 71

a human family based on emotional respect is now possible as violence is recognized;

the wheel has already been invented and taken for granted; voluble expression has already been censored; the sword has already been pulled from the stone and discarded; the witches have already been burned and their ashes aswellas body parts have already been sold as souvenirs

complete strangers from all over the world
clasp hands in friendship
and are already
best friends
forevers

copyrighted

���������� ASAP ��Nazi warning:

mom went outside; laundry room side

���������� ASAP ��Nazi warning:

mom went outside; laundry room side

���������� ASAP ��Nazi warning:

mom went outside 2 times

���������� ASAP ��Nazi warning:

mom went outside with my laundry outside

before I could turn music down

���������� ASAP ��Nazi warning:

mom went outside

Neil Diamond Christmas music playing loudly

I am turning the volume down

mom went out front with my garbage

���������� ASAP ��Nazi warning:

mom opened door to laundry outside

���������� ASAP ��Nazi warning:

mom went out front with my garbage

���������� ASAP ��Nazi warning:

mom opened door to laundry outside

note: my misspellings are unintentionally

note sent to FBI on Friday December 16th�� 2016 via the web form on the FBI website:

Deat FBI,

a mom went to a party at Chicago Pizza without me

we did not go to free pie this Wednesday; I am very concerned about preventing me from falling on the slippery ice or in the cold wind. our house is now such I have a difficult time being warm to fall asleep without my body yemp falling to shivering

today it is less wind and the moms are likely to whine and be annoying about my bloodtest;

please help them figure out something to do besides distract me from creating a book and being asswipprs

I realize it might be challenging to be or play the role of an elderly woman whos family has turned against her or is neglecting her, however I am trying to finish my book before Christmas regardless of official approval or popular opinion

my main concerns in contacting the FBI are my Mom's physical safety my physical safety ,
and the physical safety of the people protecting our safety

this includes the accuracy and authenticity of all information about us

end of note sent to FBI on Friday December 16th�� 2016 via the web form on the FBI website:

air roll �� logion 46 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logion from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 46

early rising in the winter morning; the air is pure
and I tiny
think of a poem

copyrighted

note: not to be rude: having to not read Facebook messages for now until I can catch up with my life: want to connect/reconnect: so a big 'hi hello and how are ya?'

Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)

(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution rights

don't curse on the radio �� logion 45 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logion from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 45

again! I must re train my mouth to undulate instead of cursing

copyrighted

note: not to be rude: having to not read Facebook messages for now until I can catch up with my life: want to connect/reconnect: so a big 'hi hello and how are ya?'

Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)

(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution rights

an invitation to ski �� logoin 44 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logion from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 44

if I could invite you to go skiing
I would
if I could invite you to go para sailing in the middle of winter
I would
we could talk about the importance of ice
you might laugh and say I probably never have had an emergency because I never seem to cry
and I might ask you if you can define the word : undulate or if you know how to find answers when you don't even know where the questions begin ; and you might say you love me because I know several different meanings of the word movement and I might answer about how I don't know if a baby is crying yes or if a baby is crying no when a baby is born; and maybe you might answer a baby cries when a baby is born because babies want to ski before babies are born (as in I've been planning this ski venture for months!)

note: not to be rude: having to not read Facebook messages for now until I can catch up with my life: want to connect/reconnect: so a big 'hi hello and how are ya?'

Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)

(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution rights

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a woman's worth �� logions 111 aswellas 114 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logions 111 aswellas 114

is there any battle won
without a woman's touch?
is it blasphemy
to think
women are God's creation?
as I undulate through life
I am grateful about my birth

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note: not to be rude: having to not read Facebook messages for now until I can catch up wimy life: want to connect/reconeenect: so a big 'hi hello and how are ya?'

Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)

(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution rights)

note: numbers order

sand candles and barbed wire logion 77 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 77

on the highway's edge
somewhere in Southern California:
my childhood lungs undulate
in the backseat
without a seatbelt:
and today: I love you more
than I will ever understand
because everywhere I go
there you are

copyrighted

note: not to be rude: having to not read Facebook messages for now until I can catch up wimy life: want to connect/reconeenect: so a big 'hi hello and how are ya?'

Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)

(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution rights)

note: numbers order

my Angel rocks �� logion 43 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 43

in my dream
my Angel sported
a black leather jacket
aswellas dark purple hair
in my dream
my Angel carried a heavy sword
and spoke about Wholeness;
and I have never wondered until now if perceptions of me are Jewish (most likely because I'm not);
and I am not afraid if thought of as Jewish;
perhaps because if I were an Angel my alienated wings full of sorrow would undulate until cutting a tree is considered a sin because its fruit is so dearly loved

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note; time sequence

the perception of rain �� (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logins from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; logins 22 aswellas 61

if my heart of and my legs
danger in falling
I find propitiate anger
amid water rings
and I nearly weep
about self within body
and body within
7 billions
rain drops rain
water rings

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note: the ��twin mirrors :www1/ www2 (poem title) poem also a direct inspiration from the Gospel of Thomas

twin mirrors: www1 / www2 (poem title)

this nomad is my body:
I sit at my bohemian bookcase with it's hidden writing table folded outward:
my eyes passing over titles as ideas aswellas facts aswellas migratorial terrain's pass through my hands:

my partially paralyzed hand tucked into my rough vest for warmth/ fingers curled inward naturally protective like a baby:

my adventurous ringed hand holds my gadabout pen carefully as I sacrifice myself again to surviving birth to aging:
wandering compassion to understand my ink affirming the existence of my housebound body's diary

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note: the ��twin mirrors :www1/ www2 (poem title) poem also a direct inspiration from the Gospel of Thomas

the divinity of being human �� logion 59 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 59

note: suggestion: for every poem I create aswellas document today, Tuesday, December 6th, 2016; a building in Oakland California is donated safety upgrades (services and supplies all sorts of stuff lawyers to be certain regulations are met and avoid later violence or/and stalking)

and lawyers or/and people familiar with tenent's rights aswellas art law won't have their homes and eorkspaces taken

my guess is since I have been carrying s sturdy backpack, "they" are buzy trying to "prove" I am someone else and someone asked them where I went

adventuring and finding the succulent in life is no longer mine

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work it baby, work it �� logion 58 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 58

work it baby, work it :
the best sexual harassment policies enable the student or/and employee to return to studying or/ and working after an incident

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children under cover �� logion 57 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 57

to look at a classroom of children and judge some good some bad is to disappoint the succulent reality: everyone eats

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work is work �� logion 56 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 56

to love succulent is to love rotten ; there is plenty to go around

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the burden I love �� logion 55 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 55

it is love and anger
that get me out of bed
missing my succulent lifestyle
and wanting you to find me
and mine

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quest resume �� logion 54 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 54

finding a quest
within a need
rather than
being helpless
is proof enough

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when snakes and doves are friends ��39 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 39

when snakes and doves are friends:
the keys to knowledge
are no longer limited to torturous leaders
secretive in abuse
when snakes and doves are friends:
defining undulate freedom is survival as fire neglect destroys quicker than fire enfolded allows for aged wrinkles
when snakes and doves are friends:
meekly flying to touch the ground is a blessing

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note: poem edited: almost forgot word of the day

tcpair cadge.ian'toem) tactuead ally) (poem title)

my smile I can't
stop when I see other languages;
because I love it
that other people think
differently than I do

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a cadge. sort of day (poem title)

my backwards style is this break
rising in the dark
to gift away what is mine

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avoiding cadge ��39 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 39

ip

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pelvic reconstruction �� logion 38 (poem title)

there are cadge days
when no one will play
your song
and you will have to look blasphemy and taboo in the face to reclaim
your call

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shoulder rotation �� logion 37 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 37

start singing when youhumhumhim; lift your knees up
and twirl your feet;
just don't cadge:
send a tweet;
shake your shoulders and sway your hips;
pull your hair
and stand up straight;
there is no reason to get irate

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discourse about the birds and the bees �� 42 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 42

my body is like a stone
temple undulate;
if my walk on sanctuary's stage
barely balanced
brings mercy to dance rock and roll; then my shadow is like the amnesty of the sun and the moon and the stars;
and does not stain

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the youngest daughter �� logion 41 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 41

given the opportunity
even the meek will steal from
a widow and her daughters;
if you know this
and continue to steal
you have taken your inherent
dignity from your self

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where'd Dad go? �� logion 40 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 40

undulation fades away with Dad gone:
somewhere in Texas

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when snakes and doves are friends ��39 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 39

when snakes and doves are friends:
the keys to knowledge
are no longer limited to torturous leaders
secretive in abuse
when snakes and doves are friends:
defining undulate freedom is survival as fire neglect destroys quicker than fire enfolded allows for aged wrinkles
when snakes and doves are friends:
meekly flying to touch the ground is a blessing

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note: poem edited: almost forgot word of the day

tcpair cadge.ian'toem) tactuead ally) (poem title)

my smile I can't
stop when I see other languages;
because I love it
that other people think
differently than I do

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a cadge. sort of day (poem title)

my backwards style is this break
rising in the dark
to gift away what is mine

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avoiding cadge ��39 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 39

ip

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pelvic reconstruction �� logion 38 (poem title)

there are cadge days
when no one will play
your song
and you will have to look blasphemy and taboo in the face to reclaim
your call

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shoulder rotation �� logion 37 (poem title)

note: the �� denotes a poem inspired directly from the logions from the lost and found Gospel of Thomas; this poem corresponds to logion 37

start singing when youhumhumhim; lift your knees up
and twirl your feet;
just don't cadge:
send a tweet;
shake your shoulders and sway your hips;
pull your hair
and stand up straight;
there is no reason to get irate

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three words I can remember (poem title)

think riot
gratitude
watching for
wales
and
seeing
dolphin's
jump

note: poem I wrote a few words in Mom's librarian's book of quotes
I gave her at free pie

poem twenty four.
my song in an emergency

how did you love?
in a tragic comedic world
I am here
and the politic diplomacy via literacy rather than violence will be restless resistance
and well loved

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five fingers (poem title)

to express what my left hand
fingers might say if they could
speak the type of words easier to understand; so many pens to write with and every person's fingerprints since time's beginning so different and then thumbs . . . and my left rarely touches glass while my rights print themselves on windows
searching for clarity in moving motor vehicles

and my left hand says to scorn vulnerability is a moral sin; that is what my left hand has to say; assistance to myself

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for my zipper locked eyes (poem title/ edited version)

a book I keep locked
with other precious
priceless things
wasn't there
so I looked in my where did
my relatives go?

poem topic in process for today:

the importance of the American first amendment in context of national/ international security

because the toxins are real (poem title)

today's ornery task democratic:
what have I been told?
what have I experienced?
what do I suspect?

the stress
of physical instinct
shouts in three years
go find out!

where is people's voice's
because I mourn the misuse of tangible thoughts when a fearless press of all the elevator buttons just because to see what happens then did you realize: we were trying to talk and then I decided to listen to why the beginning is considered vital

poem topic in process for today:

the importance of the American first amendment in context of national/ international security

god is alive (poem title)

the duty to understanding the
layers of freedom is like the
common sense of dressing in clothing
layers in unpredictable extreme weather:
process is not only a matter of survival,
stylish development demands the reading
and writing of spoken or enshrined language
as when an individual has their basic
foundational outfit, experience determines a
comfortable fitting amid situational circumstances
aswellas abilities preferred

what has happened before? is
an ornery question?
answered with the notion: what is in a person's mind decides a country's identity

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because the toxins are real (poem title)

today's ornery task democratic:
what have I been told?
what have I experienced?
what do I suspect?

the stress
of physical instinct
shouts in three years
go find out!

where is people's voice's
because I mourn the misuse of tangible thoughts when a fearless press of all the elevator buttons just because to see what happens then did you realize: we were trying to talk and then I decided to listen to why the beginning is considered vital

rain sound (poem title)

when the front door opens,
I hear the ornery rain drops
splash from my nice warm bed


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dj jd disconcert jump (poem title)

have you ever shouted until your throat bleeds?
and it isn't even the beginning to express how you feel?
when I jump, I don't jump far
and when I stop screaming and barely jumping, I disrupt abuse with gentle intent gentle

faith in less than 48 minutes (poem title)

slavery as a pathway to enlightenment?
rather we are born blessed then captured
what a blessing to be discontent faith
towards an end to slavery
in less than 48 minutes

tree fingerprints (poem title)

what if fingerprints were like
tree rings discontent drought
visible trauma ingrown

diagonal days (poem title)

it's more than dualism
these puny times
yes, there are days and nights
and there are mid days
and sunrises
and sunsets
and dawns
and from my verb POV
the best type of lien
will always be a leaning lean
gesturing to communicate
debt is merely an economic shape

my brother's man (poem title)

my brother's man
adopted my adult Brother
my Brother adopted the man
already living in his house
years ago when friendship ruled
and a healthy sense of humor
was built in with natural DNA
my Brother's man could walk a dog
around the neighborhood
without a lien
and he could distract my Brother into
considering words and tone and volume
my Brother's man; a hands are for working man
repairing washers and dryers

fear's representative (poem title)

tear's representative
fear's personification
the vitriol
never have I wanted
to be made of soap

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alphabetical narcissism (poem title)

beginning with a
followed with b
then comes c
not to forget d
lots of space in between
to get to l
followed with m
then n is for narcissism
and mirror image 2
because a reflection
is a reflection

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: (poem title edited version)

seriously I want my life back; narcissism is the word of the day:

intrigue closeted (poem title)

narcissism so thick it would clothe the United Nations

the red chair (poem title)

the red chair
was replaced with a brown chair
human rights verses narcissism:
why bother writing about sleaze when there is more to life than false dreams

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across State lines (poem title)

remember I don't know if I have my passport
or my birth certificate
I don't even have Julia's Body
my college identity is something I never quite put into my pocket; it isn't lost
I never quite am able to pick it up
although yes. I wear myself in my hair
and I fade
and get to buzy
so in between
I miss myselfamiliar
although kvetch is
not familiar
it feels like
a part of me;
and the BBC documentary
Julia's Body
I stand in front of a hospital bed every morning here in Portland Ooregon
and State Country
borders are often ignored

note: my hair is a bright shade of purple and the black hasn't faded

note: usual bold coffee wrapper DNA plus wrapped in Kleenex I used to wipe splinter whatever from my left hand and in between my fingers

note: seems my calendar entry for paratransit ride to bloodtest on Friday, September 23, 2016 disappeared

bloodtest lobby garbage number underneath bar code on back of usual bold coffee wrapper is 6211105081

also leaving tiny snickers wrapper with DNA plus

note: actual usual bold coffee wrapper DNA plus is in back of paratransit taxi going from bloodtest to home

carrying pink scooter box (poem title)

the number that I can read
is 6211185310;
and I laugh to myself
in my exhausted way
because I wouldn't know how to be
a little girl pink girl to save my life;

30829 at home
4000 00263 Snickers
30829 76060 American flag
62111 05081 usual bold

toffee harebrained for a peaceful revolution (poem title)

a cup in the sink
and the judge might
like toffee

posed sleep (poem title)

my right arm overhead importunate pose
to pretend to sleep
isn't really sleeping
to pretend to require proof
is actually really stupid;
a listless sleep of hypocrisy
like a duck thrown in water
with stones attached to see if it can swim

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note: 6211185310 is the number underneath the bar code on my box of usual bold coffee I have; I really don't pay much attention to the numbers and a so did not realize their relationship

what my parents taught me (poem title)

every Christmas
when I was a little girl
my Mom would help me purchase a bottle
of my Dad's favorite wine
and I didn't know
why he always laughed and smiled when he opened my clumsily wrapping style; he always acted surprised though

when I was older
I asked my parents if
they were concerned
us kids would develop
bibulous urges

evidently,
the purpose of allowing
me and my older siblings
to know about alcohol was
to guide us into thinking
for ourselves and being
responsible for our actions;
and I am often surprised when I receive a gift that makes me laugh and smile

wanna be drunk (poem title)

wanna be drunk
for more than a few minutes
my bibulous desires
to feel physically painless
and to cuddle under my covers in bed; I want to be drunk: my broken heart; my broken heart; my broken heart; my broken heart;

and I quote and sample as if my oath is the original target: '. . . according to my ability and judgment, but never with a view to injury and wrong-doing'

and my sin is drowning in a wasteland of sorrow
renounce harm
renounce
renounce
renounce
renounce
and my hair is bright purple
30829 at home
4000 00263 Snickers
30829 76060 American flag
62111 05081 usual bold

toffee harebrained for a peaceful revolution (poem title)

a cup in the sink
and the judge might
like toffee

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missing you before we meet
(poem title)

the way we treat widows is cruel and scary
like Duck Soup life is
I have to get married before I can be a widow and
I have to be in love before
I get married;
this really isn't very poetic

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unexpected behavior (poem title)

what was I thinking!?
what was I thinking!?
myself as a child
bibulous about sport
hey nonny nonny
tis I, Robin Hood
and spontaneously I seized
the offered glass of champagne
as my privilege on the plane from
Fall Brook to Port Land
as easily amused on my wounded stretcher
as if my Olympic's gold medal
in mile length summersaulting
was finally being awarded
and all I have to do is
open my hand

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On Sunday, September 25, 2016, Julie Trahan <julie.trahan@alumni.unimelb.edu.au> wrote:
note to a few as tech difficulties 

On Sunday, September 25, 2016, Julie Trahan <julie.trahan@alumni.unimelb.edu.au> wrote:



On Sunday, September 25, 2016, Julie Trahan <julie.trahan@alumni.unimelb.edu.au> wrote:
in process note to FBI. on Wednesday, September 21, 2016, Julie Trahan <sundog312@gmail.com> wrote:

&#55357;&#56980;&#55357;&#56980;&#55357;&#56980;&#55357;&#56980;&#55357;&#56980;. ASAP Nazi warning: mom's driving alone; dropped me off at Unity church Portland

gang code word to identify asswipes with is "cut" or haircut;  I have a paratransit van to get my hair styled/cut after Unity Church's service

my intent is to provide easily verifiable DNA (hair/usual bold coffee wrapper/spit/ whatever I have eaten or the absence of sperm forced in my mouth connected to my ATM card and medical records/ confirmation of visible accessibility; a service dog and walker and needing lift 

my phone memory is "full" and won't take photos and I just spent a few hours at a Unity church musical program on Wednesday delete ing files as I couldn't take a photo and I didn't want to put up with whining pseudo macho 

so technical difficulties 

Mom/ mom's are going to a wedding and if they aren't familiar with fetishizing about the movie Kill Bill and s X with women in comas/ they are likely about to meet some asswipes 


note to FBI on September 19th, 2016 via the web form on their web page 
&#8232;
Dear FBI,
&#8232;
my main concerns in contacting the FBI are my Mom's physical safety, my physical safety and the accuracy of our medical records and x ~ rays; our service dogs and the authenticity of my artistic work (videos writing film etcetera) and notes/letters/cards are huge priorities aswellas my POV about disability not being a sign of criminal intentions or stupidity or a punishment for past life sins and I don't like Nazis (geez long enough)

a quip or a quote? (poem title)

a punctuation word is difficult to define
as sentance period comma parathensy question
are words with
sesquipedalian names
in comparison to
their expressions
.,()?

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the science of spam (poem title)

eefcgvhbhbb
igcfdrrdxhki
hfrthuj
might seem assure poetically
sesquipedalian names
are more than abbreviations

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Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)

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note to FBI sent on Monday. 26th and Tuesday, 27th, 2016 via the web form on the FBI web page

Dear FBI,

my main concerns in contacting the FBI are
my Mom's physical safety, my physical safety ,
and the physical safety of the people protecting our safety

a possible pre determined intent to prove I can walk or drive a car or know someone besides the mom's that can give me a ride to medical appointments

and possibly to prove I'm violent and have the physical abilities ( and interest/motivation) to commit crimes with dog leashes

my iPhone calendar reminder about paratransit to my bloodtest medical appointment on Friday, September 23rd, 2016 disappeared and I did not catch it until today

in gangcode, I don't know how or why the numbers 23 and 6 represent my Mom; to

occasionally, I put my Mom's dog leash from her car in my pocket and forget to leave it in the car (it is our spare)

I have been wondering why an iPhone calendar entry actually disappeared; then I realized I have the dog leash in my pocket &#8232;

this past Sunday, since my Mom was going to a wedding I decided to make paratransit reservations to a Church that includes the Gnostic bible as part of its Scriptures.

I recieved a call from paratransit informing me I had provided an incorrect address and the Church was listed as closed on the internet

a mom said she had time to attend our regular Church, Unity in Portland, Oregon however she didn't have time to drive me home before the wedding

when the mom and I arrived at Unity church she dropped me off and drove off

the redundancy repetition of attending the same Church every Sunday at least provides a minimum of a Mom Daughter schedule (besides free pie on Wednesday)

I used the FBI web form during the Church service to type a note and verifing I had scheduled paratransit to get a haircut

Sunday and Monday's interactions were the annoying I don't have a clue what these people believe or have been told

the moms have done this annoying behavior pattern before: if I don't wonder around talking to no on present about 'crime prevention' in a loud pretentious tone they pretend to think I am male in disguise or have a body double

feel free to remind the local Oregon FBI I have their direct email address and if I felt confident in their abilities to prevent sexualized violent crime or property theft I would email or call.

have "they" considered putting computer chips in the State photo identification cards of artists, authors and media makers with a updated CVs in order to have "proof" of Authorship?

the link to the Bread and Roses show I co ~ hosted went directly to the blank Facebook log in pag

my main concerns in contacting the FBI are my Mom's physical safety, my physical safety and the accuracy of our medical records and x ~ rays; our service dogs and the authenticity of my artistic work (videos writing film etcetera) and notes/letters/cards are huge priorities aswellas my POV about disability not being a sign of criminal intentions or stupidity or a punishment I don't like Nazis (geez long enoug

end of note to FBI sent on Monday. 26th and Tuesday, 27th, 2016 via the web form on the FBI web page
survival celebration (poem title)

what is in my heart
I present to cogitate
without shame

my mom moon walks (poem title)

at church
we cogitate and emotions
while Girlie sits
in her service dog self

television decor (poem title)

to see past a screen
everyday arrogance
kitsch is our reality
that we touch;
a cup
a quilt
home is in the details

the gifts of time

if there was anything I could give it is the gifts of time

if I had known
all the events in my life
in advance,
the gifts of time would have been on every birthday and wish list;
so everyday my life is spent as a hurried dog amidst
the canaille

kitsch bar exam (poem title)

if I were a lawyer
I would want at least two
very important permanent records put inside frames:
and I'd decorate my office like a cross between a chess and a checkered board in case I ever forgot to check the facts

your true voice (poem title)

with in a garrulous audio mix
of steady voices, how do you know which
voice is your's?
my true voice never raises volume
my true voice is a steady river blending in and going unnoticed except when people stop and ask themselves: do I hear something?
my true voice is what I look for daily

existence relevance (poem title)

daily bread
without interference;
garrulous names and descriptions change discarded to survival relevant;
accepting a cloak of black is breathing in mystery and God's life affirming sustenance is often dark sad and painful;
I do want to hear (listening)
I do want to see (understanding)
I do want to share blessings (life's quality)
however, there is no existential debt to be paid or recovered
and I bow in my arrogance
to the ground beneath my feet as the stars of Heaven lead me to become reliable
in my oaths

invasive behavior (poem title)

ugly laws and eugenic laws
weren't limited to seasons
Autumn
Summer
Winter
Spring
they are off the books
and and eventually
old fashioned love
will return to her office

hip neurons/ picture poem (poem title)

a broken pachyderm cup
holding sunflowers
as tightly as a parent
holds their injured child

gratitude is substance (poem title)

illegible ! I'm swimming
in gratitude
at times
and at times
it feels
as if the
clouds
are heavy over
my head





note: not to be rude: having to not read Facebookmessages for now until I can catch up wimy life: want to connect/reconeenect: so a big 'hi hello and how are ya?'

Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)

(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution rights)

note: watch your colleagues please and note their ability to understand why I no longer want to visually attempt to remind asswipes a diabetic would get very sick if they ate as much sugar as I do in a single sitting

note: I love eating lots of candy all the time and I know I need to. deal with my depression

my mom moon walks (poem title)

at church
we cogitate and emotions
while Girlie sits
in her service dog self

including bad and good (poem title)

when I need assistance
putting on my brakes
my lack of diabetes is raw
or is it my love of sugar
in every color

being there (poem title)

when anyone turns around
and looks at their fears
cogitate is so fast
that faith requires
belief that you will always be recognized as the person who recklessly is being there

with a rope attached (poem title)

dangling verbs left in mid air
my cogitate self is wondering who you are
when you are alone in a room
maybe because when I bother to listen:
do you feel like you are in love all the time?
not with anyone or anything perhaps
however permanently in love?
because my heart is attached to yours and our bond feels as thick as a rope that I can tug in an emergency

my friend (poem title)

when a friendship
is in Autumn
and Psychos are steering it
to Winter; it is actually not
even slightly challenging emotionally
to remember the lunches and the talks
and now, if with exterior/interior motive
suspiciously wondering
and reality experience is compassionate
and a splinter removed is a
splinter removed
and avoiding the most popular brand of toothpaste
in not a problem
as friendship is much more important
than perfect white teeth

my DNA blood test numbers (poem title)

are 222/333/444 in the morning;
6211105081 bar in the coffee holder;
6211105081 code in the lobby trash
62111 5081 underneath

note: not to be rude: having to not read Facebook messages for now until I can catch up wimy life: want to connect/reconeenect: so a big 'hi hello and how are ya?'

Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)

(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution rights)

combustion spontaneous (poem title)

a promise is a promise is a promise;
if a promise is re examined after centuries
and covered with dirt and dust and all the stuff
reminding people why they are here, a promise is a promise and the thought of breaking
is repletion of falsehood with a lack of courage as a side dish

the hot water of everlasting (poem title)

no where to be found is the hot water of everlasting ; books have been written to map its location in attempts to guide the clerisy heroic adventurers;
there is only redound in drinking everlasting hot water as such extreme greed can't be washed away;
the true honor is in creating everlasting quality so present and future generations survive in harmony

disappeared pumpkin cookie (poem title)

when I realized the immediate matter at hand
is about a disappeared pumpkin cookie
that was sitting on da kine this morning (I know because I double checked)
I wondered if I saved and scrimped and behaved in an economically frugal manner that perhaps someday I can afford to hire a Private Investigator to assist me in recovering the disappeared pumpkin cookie regardless of redound
or perhaps at least discover the reason for the disappearance of the pumpkin cookie because there is no reason to steal pumpkin cookies as there is indeed an abundance;
so for now I will simply wonder where that darn pumpkin cookie went to !

worry less redound (poem title)

if there was an easy answer,
and there is: look into your own heart and listen
because even sleepy time dreams are confiscated as evidence for some crime prevented;
mine is: never do anything you are ashamed of;
so my angel
I go
and I know enough to know
enlightenment is worth the effort
and I know enough to know
that my off tune bits of song
with no real purpose
than to pass the time
and comfort Girlie
are my call to prayer
directly to what is my redound

walking on metal (poem title)

it looks so natural/ it feels so natural
sole boots walking on metal
the echo of consciousness footsteps
clank precisely redound
wonder how to be all of that and more
in a movement

champagne in college (poem title)

a happy drunk was I
way before I heard of free pie;
here's vodka, gin, whiskey and liquor
to celebrate while elitist bicker

dancing barefoot in the basement
was not enough
to simply prove I'm tough

honestly though
others have their bibulous ways
while I quit drinking to soberly journey
through this maze

although I enjoyed champagne in class
today I would rather make a pass
because closets are for clothes
not people

note: not to be rude: having to not read Facebook messages for now until I can catch up wimy life: want to connect/reconeenect: so a big 'hi hello and how are ya?'

Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)

(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution rights)



hip neurons/ picture poem (poem title)

a broken pachyderm cup
holding sunflowers
as tightly as a parent
holds their injured child

note: not to be rude: having to not read Facebook messages for now until I can catch up wimy life: want to connect/reconeenect: so a big 'hi hello and how are ya?'

Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)

(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution rights)

when promises are flagrant (poem title)

a symbol of a promise kept is not a promise kept;
is there a way to stay true to words expressed?
yes, I call it humility although most think I mean helpless;
a promise is a promise

irresponsible poetry (poem title)

sometimes I write
and sometimes I type
poetry feckless in content and timing
when I probably should be doing more important things; however honestly I can't imagine much more important than feckless poetry

feckless goals (poem title)

goals
simple goals
paradox

gonna write myself a letter (poem title)

try, I actually do try
and occasionally I succeed
in tiny ways
with tiny steps
with feckless ways
and because I don't pretend I know everything
or even very much at all

veritable generosity (poem title)

will silver coins bring good luck? will a generosity dispersion begin? coin rolls donated because the in case of emergency man's generosity

same sex distractions (poem title)

what will it be? what could it be? wrapped in the American flag, I wonder what the Statue of Liberty is feeling; because I know stones have souls that are felt
and often never heard
a decision as my efforts feel fruitless and exhausting;
October twenty ~ fifth to November second
as there is no reason to limit expressions of love (allthreeforms); a veritable lesbian art renaissance invitation with plenty of time to re find my twice missing

where the heart is (poem title)

abominate your terror of loving generosity
as much as you abominate others
and there in your heart
is the person you have been looking for

worn down (poem title)

today's world where peace passes as war and war passes as peace,
abominate is a hobby
until worn down
is discovered
and authentic
recovered (of course I know where Athena's jar is)

flagrant censorship (poem title)

discrete in a corner
on a diagonal frame
there is time to write

a flagrant request (poem title)

on September eleventh, two thousand and ten
plus six, please find time to write a note
and consider searching deep
enough in your secrets
and dare to write
to and from
God as only you define
whoever whomever whatever
reminding you
inscribing from within
your correspondence
is felt through out
the Universes

blessed be

silence says to flagrant anger / a picture poem on September 11th, 2016 (poem title)

in my mind
there is a river
connecting the soles
of my feet
to my knees
to my pelvis
to my gut center
through my lungs
circuiting to my brain stem
via my heart
then encompassing
my mind
to reconnect
to my stable intuition
about tech difficulties
surrounding the need
to dream
about under the bridge influence

my fifty pounds (poem title)

my childhood Noah's Ark Superhero
Captain Caspian!
a pocket sized plastic pachyderm with a red material scrap cape held on with a rubber band and a fancy red plastic miniature sword that must've been from my Dad's drink requiring a Maraschino cherry ;

well, here in Oregon where medical privacy isn't a priority however hopefully medical patients are; my fifty pounds heavier at least is like my beloved childhood adventure leader

hip neurons/ picture poem (poem title)

a broken pachyderm cup
holding sunflowers
as tightly as a parent
holds their injured child

an ice cream resistance (poem title)

the articulation
of my oath
in the lambent
is the music of discovering my voice on paper
while eating chocolate
and mocha ice cream

she wrote a letter (poem title)

bursting with missing joy
filled with rhapsodia
I know what she wrote
because I am her;
her rhapsodic song
is always music
I long for

flag defamation (poem title)

to embrace the American flag
is to tattoo the Constitutional words of self imposed justice
on your body: The President, Vice President and all civil Officers of the United States, shall be removed from Office on Impeachment for, and Conviction of, Treason, Bribery, or other high Crimes and Misdemeanor;

to wrap the American flag around your body is a statement 
of your courage; to go where others have disappeared;  stand tall where others have been cropped;  sit as long as physically possible or until human rights are for all; the American flag is more than a curtain for military lost;  the American flag represents medicine for the suffering, sick and dying; the American flag held sacred in the wind I s not afraid or too pretentious to touch the ground to be warmth for those cold and surviving in poverty; never be ashamed to have little except the American flag
because despite human inconsistency there is a distinction in crossing an ocean or many to find a place where peaceful belief in a God of your choice: where Law is based on empathetic ideals rather than wealth and popularity . . . and rights can not be thrown out like liter on the highway *

Constitution of the United States
Bill of Rights

*Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the Government for a redress of grievances.

is an adventure worth doing;

lol(. just realized it's a poem to start the day and not a love note to my Mom my cogitate ways (poem title)

time essential
the way you listen
looking into your eyes
and those are only the sexiest things to begin with

minor disturbance (poem title)

to expect others to cogitate is what I expect from myself;
a cog in a wheel changed existence and rarely is mentioned on gratitude lists (thank Goodness for cogs!)
the center is worth finding before too late happens
because a minor disturbance is tiny compared to stealing hearts

talking friendly (poem title)

it seems to escape substance
and always be on the tip of my brain
and on the tip of my fingers
though, do I look like a historian?
no, I do not look like a historian
and I have been researching
in a nontangible noninvasive way
what were they thinking?
those children who died in pre WW 1 hospitals
and if there were a book;
a collection of interviews
I might carry it until I found
my ground zero
and could face what happened
before I was born
and then again
I might mock
my cogitate seriousness
and type a poem within a poem
about my hospital childhood
and the power of the human brain
to forget
and
to remember
because I remember how much physical pain
I was in
and rather than forgotten
it is easy to shrug off
and I remember more
how grownups would
talk friendly

survival celebration (poem title)

what is in my heart
I present to cogitate
without shame

note: not to be rude: having to not read Facebookmessages for now until I can catch up wimy life: want to connect/reconeenect: so a big 'hi hello and how are ya?'

Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)

(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution rights)

physicality influx (poem title)

born to go
without a moment impossible wasted:
a rhapsodia as fierce as Sir Sidney Poitier;
dancing on stage as only Mia Zapata can;
a sustained rhapsody hip precaution with chains torn ;
my body's marrow shakes about oath applied everlasting

note: not to be rude: having to not read Facebook messages for now until I can catch up wimy life: want to connect/reconeenect: so a big 'hi hello and how are ya?'

Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)

(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution rights)


note:  not to be rude:  having to not read Facebook messages for now until I can catch up wimy life:  want to connect/reconeenect:  so a big 'hi hello and how are ya?'

Julie Jeanette Trahan (also known as Dolphin Julia Trahan or/and Julia Dolphin Trahan)

(please do not copy or borrow my poems without written and signed permission: the BBC/BBC OUCH! has copyright and distribution rights)

&#55357;&#56980;&#55357;&#56980;&#55357;&#56980;&#55357;&#56980;&#55357;&#56980; Nazi warning ASAP: leaving a "package " underneath our car: used incontenence pad + usual bold coffee wrapper DNA plus + tiny Snickers wrapper with DNA + hand warmer I purchased at Big Five here in Portland Oregon which has been soaking in car fumes for several months at least + Snicker's tiny candy bag


&#10071;&#65039;&#55357;&#56980;&#55357;&#56980;&#55357;&#56980;&#55357;&#56980;&#55357;&#56980; Nazi warning: mom going inside upholstery store; I need to change used incontenence pad anyway

&#55357;&#56980;&#55357;&#56980;&#55357;&#56980;&#55357;&#56980;&#55357;&#56980; Nazi warning: mom and I and Girlie going to Tigard to purchase upholstery fabric for chairs after pet blessing at Unity Church Portland Oregon where Girlie shat in shrubs and I tossed a usual bold coffee wrapper DNA plus

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