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| Dec2,2001 I start this month with some more good news, Frank found a job and I am so happy, he deserves it...Terri and her sister Di came by last nite and surprised me with a Christmas Tree! I lost all my decorations with the move so it was awesome, a tree, an angel for the top, the best ornaments and lights. It was the best to say the least...we put it up and its perfect. If I can get the kids here this month then it will be complete.....Other then that, same ole....but I have a good feeling about this month and maybe the rest of my life. |
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| Dec4,2001 I am still doing well, work is going well, emotionally I am great and its going to get better, now just to get off this fat ass of mine and get going physically.....I sit all day and its really not helping, but I can do this. 2002 is going to be a good year for me, I can feel the winds of change so they say...all it takes is going along for the ride. Forget the past, cause that is what it is, old news....lessons learned hard or easy, they still make you a better person in the end. |
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| Dec5,2001 A really bad day at work, awful customers, awful branch personel, u know just one of those days that never end, but it did.I really want to get into this diet thing again, but my question is to you what works? I mean what works for good? Especially when U sit all day. I need to get and exercise more I know that. I need motivation again. I talked to the kids last nite and they are doing great as usual..my friend Karen and I and Terri have been discussing some road trips out to the Island to see them, and that would be even more awesome in the summer and get to the beach again.There is the motivation.....the beach.... |
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| Dec7,2001 Friday, a really long week and going to work tomorrow, Annie and Keith for Christmas, thats what I keep telling myself when I am there every sat. Rethinking on the best diet for me that I can live with and not be totally miserable, any suggestions? I miss him.....J, I know let it go....and I am but today damnit I miss him. |
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| Dec11,2001 Its official, my raise and promotion, signed off on it yesterday, and next I get taken out for lunch by my boss, some fancy steak house, Like I need these calories! But its cool for lack of better words...and I need the raise. My friend Karen has invited me to her boyfriends New Years Eve party and I think its great but I feel funny going alone, I am pretty sure most of their friends are couples...ya know how that feels. Though maybe I should go.....(maybe there are some single men too) I am pretty sure shes mentioned one....hmmmmm anyway, all is well here in Cleveland. Like I said, I do believe that life is taking a turn.......just got off the phone with Frank....hes getting the kids! I will have them for New Years Eve and the whole week!!!!!!!! |
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| Dec16,2001 I just have a quick note, just got off the phone with the kids and my Annie got a 1380 on her psats! If she does this well with her sats, she is in the running for a 10,000 dollar merit scholarship to the school of her choice.....I can not begin to tell you how proud and excited I am for her. I knew she had it in her, I knew she could do it in spite of any hardships she endured.....My Annie the lawyer to be..or teacher,(she is starting to change her mind) but still, a hell of a kid..... |
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| Dec21,2001 Friday, finally...I have to work Christmas Eve, but only for 4 hrs and I can not wait for time off, this is my first sat in like 9 weeks that I am not working extra hrs. Anyway, I dont think its working out with the kids coming for the week....their dad wont budge an inch in helping with them getting here......so I am going start working sats again in jan, save up money til I can get them on a plane....thats if they even want to come. I am praying that I can work out a way to get a car as well....a big move for me, a brand new car but I need it so bad. Then I can just go there and get them myself....this is not going to be the best holiday for me and I am hoping that I am tired enough just to sleep through the damn thing. |
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