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Sept17,2002
Well here I am again, and please no offense to my title......
though you always hear "why Cleveland" and let me tell you
friends, its awesome......the town, the people.....its great.
I am going to keep my journaling.....share my life once again,
it is healing and I miss it to be honest. I have been working
alot of extra hrs at work...and I was moved to online banking now
which I happen to love, for now that is. I have more to tell, and I
will.....if there is anyone still reading, and if not, hey its
for me.......
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Sept18,2002
I have alittle time here before I head off to hell....(my nickname for the bank), though not to be unsensitive, I am so grateful to have this job.....in these times. Kinda of a condensed update, I will write more later, Im seeing my doc still and we are still working on my anxiety and not being able to sleep.....it is getting worse at times, but I am determined to beat this condition......I am losing weight again and this time I am not even doing it on purpose...I cant eat anymore. My stomach is a knot all the time.....I believe so much is coming to the surface for me, so many underlying issues never dealt with.....and I need to keep journaling. But back to the weight loss, I am thrilled.......and I want to lose another 40, and will be back to my self again. What am I doing this time friends? Drinking slim fast for vitamins and once in awhile I can eat dinner....(once in awhile) Though honestly, who the hell wants to complain *wow, I am just losing weight so easily* I know I need to exercise more, and I sit on my fat ass all day, and there is no way in hell I am going back to Richard Simmons.......(no offense to richard, but i have had it with him) so walking and calanetics......I love that tape, deep muscle movements, great for toning....I have the best support system imaginable here......my love, Joe who has been a lifeline to me......my best friend Karen who is the best, Terri and Frank......Love u so much my sister and brother.....and hey Lori, you know I love you sis! Move to Cleveland, we can all be together.....
and if we can get Maxine and Leo to come......hmmmmm. they need to stay in Florida huh guys? :-)
Bottom line I am happy. The kids are doing great, they have an extended family here with me and I am working on getting them the tickets for Christmas week.......Annie, (my annie is going to be a DA in a mock trial!!!!!!!) My lawyer to be.....I knew she always would be. Keith, he still gets in those situations.........like for instance he got on the football team, (defensive end) and the next day got bitten by a spider in the eye, needless to say, he missed too many practices cause his eye was swollen shut. Hes ok now, and trying out for Lacrosse. Though he is a wiz in math and science and I have a feeling he is going to go in that direction.
Its time for me to deal with my lovely customers, thank god its just online customers I deal with, and emails...its quite a relief from "Hey whats up with my checking's account??????? I havent touched it in days!!!!!" They seem to forget the ATM withdrawals .......
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Sept23,2002
Back from the hell hole, today 12 hrs I put in. I have been helping
the new people in the training room for 3 and a half hrs a morning, then going to my 8 hr shift, and I even worked Sunday for 6 hrs, cacthing up on all the emails.....and we are stll behind. I feel sometimes I am never home....and I love being here in my little nest
in Cleveland.
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